Tuesday, December 30, 2008

2o08 and 2o09

hurm,,,
time fly past
year comes and go
then
summary of 2o08 and my resoluti0n on 2o09

2o08

wah wut can i say erkh so0 many ups n downs
felt like more d0wns but mayb bc0z im so0 bz mendin my br0ken heart i forgot all the happy times :D

but in my wheels of life [more into love kot hahhhaa]
my wheel is working on again :) hope it goes up :P!!

*love life*

-broken up yup2 which are one of the hardest thing happen to ma life
-i think when u r in this situati0n u'll find whose ur true fren n whose the f0x in the sheep skin aite?
- i learn the really hard way that in our life,, we can actually gain wut we want n pe0ple wh0 we really trust can actually bethray u conclusi0n : dun trust pe0ple t0 much..
-well i think im quite content now,, picking my life pieces by pieces which is a very l0ng journey: believe me

*outside life*
-"do yu believe in ghost story?? believe n0w bc0z u're in one!!"- captain barbosa in pirates of carribean the curse of black pearl : yes n0w i do believe in th0se gh0st stories ,, yup2 they indeed lurve the electrical appliances believe me!!! i witness it dear
-owh yes i did work as a personal totur for a very very short tyme hahhahahahahahah
-i think im str0nger than i nva imagine like seriously i nva thot i could b that str0ng~~
-thanx to all my beloved babes, guppies for the pillar of friendship u build for to h0ld on when i was kick down to the very flo0r of misarable :P [yeah still drmatic till n0w :P]

*acedemic*
muahahah nuthing much kot bc0z im simply the same old lazy gurl :P

2o09 new year resoluti0n

hell0 2o09
can u pr0mise me that i'll b much happier?
that i actually can get through pass th0se h0rrible do0r that i been g0ne through??
lets h0pe for the besh shall we??

owh yes one of the thing : sy promise try not t0 bring my mp3 to class anymore so0 i mayb can concetrate in class??? i'll try k but th0s course diz sem sure sound BORINK

as usuall : try t0 b a better muslimah~~ lets pray for it ok!! [lets not juz pray lets juz practice it erma~~]

k dats all for n0w kot hahahha

bubbye h0rriblely sweet 2o08
n welc0me to the sh0w uncertain 2o09 :D

I'll b waiting!!

10 things knpa sy nk kawen dgn vampire


  1. sbb dia boley piggy back sy n bwk lumpat2 ats p0kok [klau guys biasa boley bwk jln2 jew :P]
  2. dia musti kaya psai dia dh lama idup~~~
  3. dia putih sgt n sejuk tp mulut merah sgt x ker seshi tuh?
  4. dia x mkn so0 sy boley kikis duet dia utk mkn byk2 n klau sy x abeh sy boley ckp : awk x pnh mkn so0 bkn nyer tahu perasaan org yg x nk mkn :P
  5. dia baek,, sbb x da org nk kt dia,dia adw sayer jew
  6. dia x tid0 kn besh klau org tunggu sy tdo jew brg x ilang n kan besh tdo sambil org urut2 bahu?
  7. dia sgt kuat!! ok!! pukui2 suma org jht erkh syg
  8. dia x b0ley ci0m lama2 so0 dia kna kwal nafsu~~ so0 sy x byk bwat zina :P
  9. die ensem laaaaaa mata chantik
  10. dia born wif tuxedo so0 klau ada dinner or pr0m x susah sgt!!! dia dh adew :P


u r a part of me~
honey edward cullen j0m kawen
awk juz beli tiffany princess cut ring jew~ bkn selberan p0nt x kesah~~
n kita kawen kt seam
alllaaaa rita n si fo0tballer tu boley wat
awk kn kuat
j0m lari laju2 g seam??
sy 0nt mix siamese gak!!!

deggat

The rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

I tag :
didie dear
aliaa luv ya
nut penyek
riena dh pandai bl0ggin
loulou sdg bahgia
miznieda burn
hurm,,
ue?

Start time : 1916 hours

Random facts about myself :
[sy suka pnk n dun care bout that]
[sy suka sgt reese witherspo0n n legally bl0nde dats y sy suka gurlish thing!]
[sy suka sh0ppin]
[sy pelik amat~]
[sy byk ckp sgt2]

Myself :
First name : shahrul
Name you wish you had : hurm i actually like my name
What do people normally your name as : erma.erms.ma
Birthday : n0v 7 87
Birthplace : kuarters langgar
Time of birth : well its late in the mornin
Single or taken : im single
Zodiac sign : seshi scorpio

My appearance :
How tall are you : 150 cm on the dot
Wish you were taller : yup2
Eye color : deep dark midnite brown
Current hair color : deep dark midnite brown
Short or long hair : lower shoulder lenght
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : n0pe
Last time you did something dramatic with you hair : hurm,,, im dramatic enuf to do everything
Glasses or contacts : n0ne
Do you wear make up : when i need to
Paint your nails : during my mestrual time
Shy or outgoing : outg0in
Sexy or cute : i like being seshi :P
Serious or fun : to0 much fun
A turn on : cute n don treat me to0 nice
A turn off : liar double face to0 proud

This or That :
Flowers or chocolates : fl0wer
Pepsi or coke : light c0ke
Rap or rock : r0ck
Relationship or one night stand : relati0nship
School or work : skuol
Love or money : i know it sound kanky but i wan loove i got my own money babay
Movie or music : music n picnic
Country or city : country
Sunny or rainy days : sunny day
Friends or family : family

Have you Ever :
Lied : bite me
Stole something : ur heart?
Smoked : nva eva
Hurt someone close to you : Yup
Broke someone's heart : i seriously hv no idea
Wonder what was wrong with you : always
Wish you were prince or princess : yeah
Like someone who was taken : jeremy dean m0rgan
Shaved your head : nva
Used chopstick : always quite go0d at it
Sang in the mirror to yourself : totaly baby

Favourites :
Flower : carnati0n! n r0ses ofcourse
Candy : marshmell0w
Song : L0ve st0ry
Scent : heiress~~ the besh
Color : deep dark midnite brown
Movie : legally bl0nde
Singer : val emmich
Junk food : seaweed wasabi
Website : fb
Location : in the arms of my lurve one
Animal : bunny

Ever cried over someone : Yeahh im dat stupid
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : Me
Do you think you're attractive : dun care
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : rupenzel
Do you play any sports : watchin hot guy in shorts

End time : 1929 hours.

Monday, December 29, 2008

skunk pkui 12.30 pm

sy ngantuk
kelas x da
jap g pkui 2
sy ngantuk
mls
ari first p0nt input byk~
mls
yg penting:
faizal ensem
t0go cute
shawn ensem
apai gemuk sgt2

k bubbye

Saturday, December 27, 2008

lets speak in bm shall we?

1.Ciri-ciri wanita / lelaki idaman anda?
[h0t!! sng cerita hahahha ]
[sy suka lelaki sejai,, a guy wh0 adores me much and treat me like a princess n love me for everything i am.. oppsie,, ckp eng pula]

2.Adakah anda sudah memiliki wanita / lelaki idaman anda itu?
[n0pe hahahah]

3.Adakah anda mempunyai Myspace?
[ya tetapi sy x dpt log in hahaha]

4.Pernah terpikat dengan mana-mana kenalan Myspace?
[ya hahhaha]

5.Ada perkara pelik tak berlaku kat diri anda hari ini?
[blum lg :D]

6.Siapakah sahabat anda yang paling anda sayangi? (nyatakan nama)
[g0sh byk~~ tp sy amat syg aliaaa yg laen sy syg sgt2 juga :D]

7.Pernah anda tipu dia?
[x pasti kerana pada sy tiada sebab untuk sy tipu dier :D]

8.Pengalaman paling mengerikan?
[sy bedah katak :P]

9.Pengalaman paling mengembirakan?
[t0o many ]

10.Have u ever taste drugs? Cigarette?
[never bc0z i simply hate it]

11.Describe 10 things about yourself
[ulat buku :P silly manja huhuhu ngada2 sket pelik suka buang duet suka ckp bukan-bukan hahha forgive nut never forget sentmental helplessly romantic]

12.Pernah mencintai orang lain, tapi pada masa yang sama sudah mempunyai teman istimewa?
[no i wont do dat to people]

13.Adakah anda rase teman istimewa anda setia?
[sy tiada teman istemewa]

14.Kekurangan teman istimewa anda pada pandangan anda?
[invisible hahaha]

15.Kesemua soalan di atas anda jawab dengan jujur?
[yes,, tiada sebab untuk tip0 :P]

16.Jika anda pernah melakukan sesuatu kesalahan yang amat teruk, beranikah anda menyatakannya kepada orang ramai?
[hurmmmm]

17.Anda perasan anda hensem / lawa? Hehe.
[tidak sy hanya suka jadi baek :P]

18.Sebarkan pada 5 orang atau lebih.
-didie
-elle
-nut
-riena
-lou
-nieda


dh seap :P

tagged

sumthing on diff sex peep n must n0t b ur blo0d line~~ didie dear i know its lame but i pick u :D

What is the relationship of you and him?
•dier my shoulder to nap on dlm seminar ro0m ♥

Your 5 impressions towards him
• he's genius
• Funny
• Ambitious
• He's very responsible
• he understand me~

The most memorable thing he had done for you?
• bein there for me ~~

The most memorable thing he have said to you?
• "he would marry me if he interested in gurl~~ so0 at least in this world how sux i felt i know he always there 4 me... awwwwwwww

If he becomes your enemy, you will..
• Ignore him totally~~

If he becomes your enemy, the reason is..
• bethray me!!

The most desirable thing to do on him is?
• hurm,, buy him new compaq or hp or sumthing other than acer n n0kia bc0z he doesnt like bein commoner hahahahah

The overall impression of him.
• He's a doll,,, my perfect doll

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
• cl0se or outside circle,,, juz saying dun judge pe0ple without knowing'em ok?? simply pe0ple usually misjudge me but i dun really care~~

The character of you for yourself is?
• freakazoid hahahah

The character you hate of yourself is?
• to0 soft

The most ideal person that you want to be is?
• juz content~~ avarage in the wh0le thing

For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
• lurve you thanx honey2

6 people to tag :

1-didie:P
2-elle [bwat laa dat card guy :P]
3-nut gilak
4-riena[wah dh ada bl0g :P]
5-loulou
6-misnieda

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
• me!! we hv our lil affair luv u h0ney

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
• fam fettle

What is no. 1 studying about?
• t-e-s-l

Is no. 4 single?
• yup2 n enjoyin it aite?

Who is no. 5?
• My fc classmate~~

Say something about no. 6?
>lovely gurl wh0 i can confide everything wif :D

sy sedang

(>.<) malu *since im so0 tan u cant see me blushing :P*
but cnfious a the same time

back back back

in kl

do'oh only got 1 parcel
where's da rest ur lovies??

Friday, December 26, 2008

ngntukkkkk

quite a l0ng day
went back to my tok's house on thursday for kenduri n came back diz morning
off to tesco for a while
an family dindin [dinsum~~ lurve it!]

dats all
n dooin sum work
n sew nafidz bacths [ya ya sy xcited my lil nephew nk masuk darjah satu!]

dats all goin back tomorow
huhu
mlsnyerr

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

skip out a bit



oppsiee
lupa nk rotate
hahhaha

had a blast wif my gurlsssss
huhu
ckp
ckp
ckp
ckp

huhuhu
lurve it~~~

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

sy sdg

grins lagi sbb :

tak laa

sy x ada bf


x semestinya klau sy mkn dgn guys
itu bf sy~~
x semestinya if guys blanja sm mkn
itu bf sy

i happened to hv a lot of nice guy as a close fren
n most of them treat me
real well

dats all

nuthing much okies?? capiche??

Monday, December 22, 2008

im reading about

th0mas hobbes:english philos0phere on plitical [he's dead! 4th dec 1679]

i hate p0litics
only doin this bc0z my fren ask me to translate sumthing
for indepth words
i need to learn more bout the stuff
my dad?
big p0litician
my mum?
i-dun-even-care-bout-being-da-first-lady type

me?
i hate p0litics
i lurve hving fun
n m0ney
[ du run out a bit since im in paslalalaland n0w~]

owh yes btw do u know wut antiqurian meant?

Sunday, December 21, 2008

7 things i hate about me

1- im to0 soft hearted: i surely will do anything for the person who i appriciate n lurve,, eventhough i hate those things

2-im so0o0 likey puppy~ like seriously i like lurve eng terrier or chi zhu but t0tally dun like cat

3-i cant stand pe0ple t0y away wif my stuff,, im such a p0ssesive pers0n,, don play wif my stuff.. period

4-i can slep all day l0ng when im menstrualizing..seriously no matter h0w many my caffein intake it juz doesnt work

5-light cokes calm my nerves down:honestly,weirdly i does,, serioously i does the trick,,if u r close enuff wif me u juz d0nt bother watching me consume th0s many many cans of light c0ke

6-im a sweeto0th but i juz cant stand the sweetnes of durian [even ice-cream] i will puke if i consume them.my digestive system juz accept the sweetness of durian,, i will puke like in second after i try to swallow it,, weirdly i juz lurve temp0yak~

7-i dun care if the wh0le world hate me,,isolate me,,n thinks i such a bad person,,
i juz wan certain pe0ple dat matter t0 me know who i really am
well aliaa dear:
"org yg baek slalu dislh erti kn~ aite?"

this is not a tagges
it juz sumthing i come out wif in sane state of mine
miley song:7things does inspre me to do this~

vIsiting da mem0ry lane

had a blast t0day
leypaking wif upahn diah n sawie
sue did a lil cameo of herself at wats0n huhu
the bump into my childho0d fren[?] my neighbour actually
h0hoh0ho
dh besaq dh bdk tu
ensem lakk ala2 si aidil adha punya geng lak
huhu
went t0 untie zah's house for kenduri of abg long[juz found out dat his real name in nazri n da cheeky abg ngah is ashraf:so0 klau jumpa kt key ell dh boley teguq~~ n mx carik kn bf photographer hahahhahaha]

tired~
went out early [blum pkui 10 dh seap si diah pink tu amboi smgt!]
then went for bolt
ate
b0wling[yaa dunn0 y spend l0tta tyme for that]
g0ssipin at old t0wn~~
hahahhahaha

nagntuk~
nk upload but lmbat laa broadband nie
sux btoi!

k laa bubbye

Saturday, December 20, 2008

tired

sleepy
..
....

went for a wedding to a fren of my mum
kakak tu dpt kasut jimmy cho0 seyh
dgn tiffany rings[note the plural babes]

so0 my dream wedding

h0pe
when it comes to my turn
i had sum similiar things wif her

Friday, December 19, 2008

meeting the familiar faces

lately
i've been encounter wif my past
the pe0ple that sum of them are disappeared for a while fr0m my life
the pe0ple that i mostly saw during my childho0d
dat hvnt been in my mind diz past few hectic world
yup2
pe0ple grew up
who knew when im turning 21
all my past come back
as its part of me

huhuh
my mum's fren's children now its t0tally not children anymore aite?
huhu
n they was like OMG dh besaq~~~
heck t0tally~~
huhuhu
dh nk kawen
like every0ne is getting married nowdays
B.O.R.I.N.K.

ker jealous??
hahhaha

nvm

its their turn

mine will b later kn???

dear mr shakespear
life t0tally not a brief candle
its like phases
totally eric ericson noe

its totally road not taken aite??

hahahahha

bubbye

sy sedang

tersengih kambing lg

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

go0fing around



previously i read the meaning of elma/erma is sweet fruits n now it specify into apple??
owh well i made one hell of apple pie so0 its fine for me :P

owh yes
did naem call me erima?? owh its quite nice meanin to0 aite??

* i did a check for faizal n turn out to b strong n handsome like O.M.G*

Tuesday, December 16, 2008



is the age where every boy is cute,, nice,, romantic
where they found their sweetness
believe me gurls
it all will go away by the tyme they get older
speaking like a pathetic person?
n0pe speakin from my very own experience

well me n my x got together we we both r turning 19
hahah
everything was cloud nine[see?? related to 9!]
mayb bc0z at this satge
we feel like well we nned to gr0w up
we out the skul [17-18]
so0 its versity style!!
hahhaha
mayb dats when all the boys r cute
n bareable
aite???
hahahha

im a frequant reader at this boy blog,, fresh 19,, wif her gf
like OMG so0 cute
bkn nk perasan
but i could actually see that we hv lot in c0mmon
really hope they could make it through hahhaah
plz dun b like him u mr lanun
treat ur princess better ok

yup2
i juz waannaa say for both of ue

AAAAAAAAWWWWWWW~~~~~~~~~~

sy amat saket hati dgn

cimbclicks


tlg bg sy bukak boley?
sy ada benda penting yg perlu d check

Sunday, December 14, 2008

deja vu much?

hurm
went f0r b0wling again
since he wanted a rematch
thanx to all guppies~
yes i w0n
again~

tp kn
arini rs cam x besh sgt
dunn0 y
was it bcoz of his fren?
well not really
but i dunn0
mayb i juz misinterprete
but
c0nclusion
its either
im not ready yet
or i juz dun lyke him dat much
hahhahaha

im such a lame pers0n~

Saturday, December 13, 2008

skunk pukui 0114hours

sejak cuti2 nie sy dh x da kwn nk tdo
psai snowy p bercuti kt spa,, 25 dec kot baru balik..
pachi kena chulik,,,tp org tu x nk mx pampasan dh psai dia jht
sy balik umah jumpa kwn lama saya
kwn dari umoq 5 tahun lg,,
dlu sama jew tinggi dgn sytp skunk sy dh tinggi dh,, maklum laa sy suka calciyum choc banana~

MABELLA IDORA ERMANIZAYANIIRDAAMIR

tp sejak sy duduk kl
sy kna tinggai mabella kt uma sy kt alor star
dulu ada dua org bounty hunter mabella nie
tp sorg tu dh berhijrah dh p uk
tinggal lg s0rg
jgn igt dia x boley bergerak sendirian
dia boley
n dia lg cepat klau s0rg2
ari2 berebut dgn sy
psai sy x nk bg kotoq mabella sy
sbb bounty hunter nie suka makan benda manis2 n tumpah2
kecian mabella
slalu kna seksa dgn bounty hunter tu
dh laa pendek
suka geget lak tuh
pandai beletiaq lg
kdg2 sy geget jer bounty hunter tu balik
nk tgk muka dia?
haa nie bounty hunter yg paling villain antra suma
lucifer,, be ready k,, dia lg heybat taw bounty hunter nie
dia dh laa bangun tdo awl2 pg,,
suka kutip duet shilling lak tuh


allysza : fearless bounty hunter yg suka mkn prawn


*p/s : bkn sy yg bli baju tu ok~~*

i still ann0yed by

that self obsses bitch dat w0rks in cp mcD
been there twice n experience wif her twice
still wif carcky stupid arr0gant
to0 much make up bitch
omg
u still w0rks there?
n0 w0nder!!
wan me to rep0rt??
lurve to0!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

may b i need

a wake up call?


*dh check dh result,, ok jew x fail p0nt*

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

lets talk about MY eid adha

the 10th zulhijjah
woke up at 0650am
cleaning my house
get ready to rock my raya
went to kfc
back home
sleep
eat maggie
went back to my kg at sik
muahhahahahhahahahhaha
such a happenin raya

the 11th zulhijjah
w0ke up at 0530
get ready
wen to my aunts house
get ready for kenduri
i dun waanaa see that cow
its so0 sad
but yummy :(
do all those kenduri stuff
went back to a/s late eve
dats all

muahahha

goin to naj nja house tomorow
yes
its the digi masscot house muahahhahaha
x abekkkkkkkkkkkkkk laaaaa huhuhu
papau

Saturday, December 6, 2008

the besh of the

lurve s0ng


1.the besh love s0ng [contemporary]
-hurm love story -taylor swift:simple nice,sweet,honest

2.the besh love s0ng[evergreen]
-truly madly deeply-savage garden
OMG amat sweet n simple n honest

3.the besh pre break up s0ng
-obviously p0tential break-up s0ng aly n aj
amt sesuai n gurl p0wer

4.the besh break-up s0ng
-bubye-mariah carey
serious~~ be ready to give it alll

5.the besh mesmerizing s0ng bout ur ex
-you were mine -dixie chic
read the tittle senang

6.besh revenge song
-i will survive- tina turner
hahhahahahaha

7.the besh s0ng when u are trying to remember him
-the way i am-inrid michealson

8.the besh s0ng after u buried ur xbf
-when u're gone : avril lavigne
omg amat sesuai

9.the besh s0ng reasonin ur break-up
-7 things : miley cyrus
yer,, gv u enuff reason to ditch him

10.the besh s0ng if u wan a new bf after u break up
-if u can afford me-katy perry
to remind u dat u r go0d enuff for other guy :P

11.besh s0ng if u wanna trash up ur exbf
-you r so0 gay -katy perry
hahahha u really can laugh after listening to diz :P

12-the besh s0ng when u are down
despeartely wanting:alaa lupa rrr tp amat sesuai

ok2

i got it from louis the lover boy
n add sumore
hahhaa
i tagged other peeps
1-you loulou :[musti ko heran kn knpa kami suma break up hahahahha]
2-elle : bcoz u always knoe i always hv song for everything :D
3-nut loser : ko kn suka donload lagu :p
4-didie : well u do understand me aite? dats y i got my earphone glued to my ear last sem]
5-sue hana : huhu i knoe u wanna do it !
6-farhana : yup2 my kakak!!
7-karl : well i wan sum malay flavour from u!!


ok bubbye :D

Thursday, December 4, 2008

geGGat

1)Do you think you're hot?
[t0tally hahhahahahhaha]

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!


3)Why do you like that picture?
bcoz i lo0ked like one of the hot spy taliban spies :P]

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
[lastw eek i think two days in a r0w: the power of grandkids]

5)The last song you listened to?
[i u can afford me-katy perry]

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
[chatting babey]

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
[my princess]

I tag :
1-my newly turned 21 elle
2-my l0ser bff-nut
3-my beloved suehana
4-my partner in crime-didie
5-my photographer-louis

8)Who is number 1?
[my dearest fren!! luv u]

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
[wah!! huhuhu tp dia suka sumone yg pndai men drum kn dear?]

10)Say something about number 5?
[he always b there for advise]

11)How about number 4?
[my shoulder to sleep on in audi n seminar ro0m:P]

12)Who is number 2?
[my l0ser fren who is deeply in lurve :P]

******************

aik?? dh abeh dh
huhuhu

i juz finished playing wif

zariff psp



*yes yes it must b pink in colour!!*
n i w0nder
y i dunwanna buy it
hurm

im not such gamer and
i prefer milo than psp
hahah
but its kewl
n terasa amat terhina
apabila i keep on asking zariff to operate it
terasa amat buta it
hahah sekian

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

hv u ever read

'h0w to sleep wif m0vie star?'



welll i read it
at the end the protagonist
bought her besh friend a restaurant
bcoz her bf lurve to co0k n its her dream
so0o0 if u happen to hv that randavous
n manage to b rich like dat gurl in that novel
d0 buy me my dream bakery
hahaahhahahahah

dats all
bubbye

Monday, December 1, 2008

my wildest purest dream :D

i wanna open a bakery shop in the future!!
im telling elle about my new found dreams
yup2 i wanna open a bakery
i knoe im suck at handling money [dats when my hubby come in handy]
n managing store
but i will hired help for that!!
its goin to b a simple store
where pe0ple lurve to hang out
wif my extremely cute n capable barista serving coffee n tea
i lurve baking
there will b pastry
pies
cupcakes
cheese cakes
n most importanly
bo0ks!!
will b lotta bo0ks
dat people can actually enjoy n borrow it!!!
it will hv wifi obviously!!
ya ya sounds like wondermilk
but it kinda diff!!
i will make i my personal place
will my personal touch!!!
there will b place for teenager to study!!
place for acc to read
place for writer to find their inspiration
n fashion designer fir their muse!!
n celebration for lovers
i like makin pe0ple happy
h0pe to bring smiles for my costumer
take it slow dear erma its juz a plan
hhhahaha isnt it facinating???
cant wait t0 grow up!!
hahahaha

Sunday, November 30, 2008

i lurve u till d end :(

i rewatching p.s i lurve you
still cryin at the sam scene
hahahhahaha
g0sh
g0sh
g0sh

juz enjoy diz

Saturday, November 29, 2008

serious sh*t


the first time ever

i w0n a bowlin match 

*i secretly thinks he lost by choice :P*

Friday, November 28, 2008

alhamdulillah

grantitude to allah swt the almighty :D
in asked my fren mael to check out the assesment marks and sub of the final result
alhamdulillah
even thought its not 4 flat [like heck i ever think of it hahah x pnah rs nk 4 flat hahhaha]
but alhamdulillah
its not dat bad
it average
boley mantain last sem result kot
ntah arr bcoz its juz a pre
its not da verdict yet
s0o far so0 go0d
alhamdulillah
eventhough i spent m0st of the sem
mourning
crying
cursing
hating
sleeping

and obviously pay so0 lil attention to my study
i think ok kot
ntah arrr
child psycho n ccts blum dpt
dpt nyer fail
MY GOSH
* bak kt shawn x per nnt repeat sm2 kt um*


juz alhamdulillah
mayb all those
ups n down
obsticle
had given me a path to find
my tru self
yup2
i neva knew i could b diz tough
i always thot im such a whinny spoilt lil gurl
which everything always go the way i wan
well
its not
he did teach me the bitter side of life
dat we cant get every lil thing dat we want
yup2
im not dat tough at first
but fendy did tell me
no matter how hard it is
do not show him how sad u r
nva cry in front of him
show him how strong u r
yup2
which i did
but i went bck to my ro0m or toilet n cry my heart out
muahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahhahaha
silly
silly
erma


yup2
im erma
always b silly erma
notty erma
crazy erma

hehehhehe
like it or not :P

im juz being me

Thursday, November 27, 2008

me?

hurm thinking bout doing sum vlog
but is it ok if i juz use my v3?????
hurm...
tgk arr nnt

im on my chuck season 1 marath0n :P
y?

bc0z faizal did mentio to me bout he is like chuck n sumthing [does it mean dat im sarah?? muahhahahahhahahahah]
so0o0 juz watch it huhuhuhu :D
hari nie dia x online :(
but last nite i did wish him gudnite
harharhar
no guys im not horny OK!!
nut jht
juz kinda happy
but alil bit worry
bcoz rresult is out
OMG takut sgt
bcoz of all the ups n dow ride on my rollercoaster diz sem
takut sgt2
dh laa listening mcm apa
OMG
takut sgt2
OMG
how am i goin to tell my parents??

gosh
gosh
gosh

owh yes startin today i think i will use other name for faizal
wut do u think?
mr f?
mazin?
omg!!!
*think
*think
*think


p/s can wat to watch twilight!! kuaq x arr kt snie ???
plxx my robpat!

silly billy lurve my lolli

f you weren't straight, whos the celebritiy(s) of the same sex would you ask for date?





1. eva mandes. omg mulut dia hot sgt!!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

yup2 i hv to0 many tee





  1. first pic : my charm is kinda work hahhahahahhaha
  2. i lurve hk!!!! its da details from pic no 3,, bcoz i asked my bro for i lurve hk and i lurve seoul [or pronounce as sa-ul he said!! heh blagak jew]
  3. the rough my hk tee its m in size owh well i smaller it later
  4. i lurve seoul tee kinda cute but nuthing from seoul is written there!! n wut da face supp0se to mean abg????


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

sy sedang

grins sampai tinga

Monday, November 24, 2008

acky breaky heart?? its andreline rush!!


huhu went to the carnival water theme park today
wif celusssss
had a blast
but seriusly
wuts up wif those pe0ple
rules
rules

hate 'em
i heck even sunway as not as tight as'em!!!

gosh!! p0ser mode acti0n today
so0o0 snap quite sum pic!

only one n0w the rest adew kt chel from my v3 langsung x nice!

g0sh how i miss phoebe!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

im in my PoSER mode so0 i decide to do this tag :D

eventhough noboy ever tag me :D







Law & Order : (Ayat ringkas)
1. Take a picture of urself.[i to0k 3 puas hati takk?] 
2. Dont change anything. Just snap the picture! if ur naked.. then, DONT wear anything! Be naked.
3. Dont edit the picture. i warned u. if ur naked.. Dont go superimpose some clothes!
4. Post these instructions.  
5. Price-tag 10 people [x nak laaaaaaa]

anda suka yg mana??? ader 3 picture!!
saya amat p0ser kn?
itu rayband bli kt downtown rm10 jew psai sy tinggal rayban kt kl muahahhahaha
it kinda vinatgie wif tortoise shell h0hoh0

evrybody is talking about

or it juz me and another lomofreak like me




so0 sad
RANTAI time again
n i wasnt there again
I WAN THE TEE!!
even i dun really like da logo
but lurve the rule at the back!!
hey!! i foll0w that rule!!!

en mukhrif
tlg laa
simpan saya stu tshirt itu in s :(

Saturday, November 22, 2008

out on weekend

went to kulim yesterday
thot would b another family weekend
but
but
my dad got sumthing else in his mind
actually
its his mate reunion!!!
hah!!
so0 my dad is off hangin out wif his retired fren
left us
at kulim seri malaysia
the fo0d there
OMG
not so0 nice
d enviroment is nice
i know i saw dat indian guy checking out my ass at the po0l
so0 yup2
i do0 still hv it
wink2
hahahhahaha

plan to go to carnival
the water theme park in sg petani tomorow
but entand on m0nday bcoz celus got things to do
so0 would b juz me n him
since bauk is goin to langkawi on monday for a week
sob sob
miss the opportunity to watch bauks asss
so0o0 sad
hahhaha
nvm
hahhahaha

catch u later then

Thursday, November 20, 2008

i watched GADIS MELAYU on tv9 juz now

OMG such a stupid show
i really dunn0 y on earth they are all so0o0 ill table mannered
it was like OMG
i learn the ethics since like eva
like its so0 hard like OMG
now i knoe y sum of us so0 ill mannered on the dining table
gushing~~
like gosh
the way the speak
OMG
i think ayuni must pay lotta attention on this programme
how to b extra lemah lemabut
like heckkkkkk
kill me!!
its like killing me softly with their act

guess they dun really know how to curse nicely or fluently like me aite?
mauhahahah

now
i know y he broken up wif me...
gys doent like they loud spunky oppinionate gf
they wan those soft spoken type
like duh
fuck offfffffffff
muahahhahahahaha

wuteva
im cute :P
i hv butt dimple!! [ask riena !! she knoe!!]
muahahhahahah

k,,
erma
i think its true
those prediction
dat u gonna score the foreigner
bcoz malay guy
they dun like your type
n faizal
obviously
he would let her mum pick for him
:D
wink2
dear my knight in shinning armor
plz come now
b4 i fly away from here in order to find my true lurvee

btw
tv9 show??
sux to da max
gosh!!
y its under media prima??
its so0o0o0 out of classsssssssssssssssssssss

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

funny man always got my vote

by crankin me out hahahhahahhaah
dunn0 y but i sur elurve jack black!!
i watch mostly all his movie
hahahhahahah but tropic thunder is total classic!!!
lurve it!!



juz finnished watching nacho libre
jack black indeed reminds me of sumone
saper erkh
cannot remmber
or choose not to remember???

im not getting better

and i hate it











tu jer nk ckp

Monday, November 17, 2008

don p0ke the bee hive

bcoz it simply will expl0de!!

peri0d pain
peri0d pain

like seriouslly
im hibernating
sad?
blur?
headache?
craving for sweet dessert~~~

record of the day

faizal buzz me and again
juz chats like a few lines
b4
oklaa x nk kcau awk surf
nite


again
sy suka jantan
yg lelaki

sekian

huh!!

owh yes
hang out wif hanna juz now
talk alot
hahah gainnnnnnn~~
n yup
even she admit
i won the besh drama ex-bf
[applause!!!!]

hahahhaha
really2 fun~~~
pic??
check out my fb or fs :D

Saturday, November 15, 2008

no tittle for my grumble



tak sy bukan mcm si slutty ayuni[referrin to her fs primary pic] yg ska bwat chomei mcm kucing padahal besaq mcm sun bear pic kali nie khas utk faizal kerana sy sedang angau dgn dia

mazin: sehati berdansa
faizal:amt hot muka cam org putih klau malu muka blushing merah sgt!!
: suka kucing
:takut klau nk msg byk2
; ska mintak maaf
: accidently cancel him dlm ym
: amat chumei
: sy amat suka bontot dia, seriously klau dia jd bf sy, sy akan jg bontot dari mata kwn2 sy yg durjana muahahhahahha
: dia kaya kn?? nnt sruh dia bli lca + laa kt saya :D
: dia amat blur
: dia ckp dia insensitive.. yes dear,, you are!!!
: dia lambt so0,, photographer sy masih ska korggg

faizall
brani laa skett
k!i

the clayborne wives

is nicee
been readin it since yesterday
but havent finished yet,,,
laterrrrrrrr
lurve it
so0 romantic :D

spent tyme wif fam
i lyke
but i kinda also miss goin ou n hang out wif
my babes~~~

tv
tv
tv
tv

and more tv

games
games
games

n moviesssssssssssssssss

yup2
dats all :D

Thursday, November 13, 2008

october road



do you still remember bryan greenberg from one tree hills??
the one who played jake,, lucas first basketball buddies,, peyton love interest after nathan? d one wif cute lil baby??
well
he is back,, not as jake
but in new drama series october road
unfortunate for us,, we hv to wait a year to watch it
bc0z in states
they already cancel the programme after second season
muahhaha
n we juz happen to b able to watch it tonite on star world
yup2
we r pathetic
kinda strong storyline
i might watch it
since i d0 like jake b4
futher more
the hv laura peppon[dunno wether its the correct spellin]
from datz 70s show [donna,red haed but blonde now]
well juz watch it,, kinda fun lo0kin
at least we hv jake as our eye candy aite?

falling in lurve:

you palms got sweaty
you heart beats fast
the whole world juz stop when u lo0k at him


dats wut pe0ple say when u falls in lurve
but seriously
if its really your true lurve
do you really wan to live your life like dat for like eva??
like if ur heart beats fast to0 often
i think u might hv to go n check for your pulmonary or sumthng
aite?? its juz to weird
seriously if you palm ges wets all the time
[illina syndr0m much?]
like you ca get strokes like anytime
or you simply hv sum nerve probs
seriuosly
my mum is a nurse
she got all those scary bo0k at home
n seriously after watching to0 much grey's, scrubs and ER
i know........

like seriously do you believe in that??
i dun really believe in that
as for me falling in lurve is like when u felt like sumone is so0 dear to your heart
you juz wan them to b save,, love n do everything to make them happy even that mean you need to suffer
like wuteva been there done that
yes
u need to fight for yur happiness
but if you work to0 hard for it
in the end
i might not juz worth it
kn?

hurmm
life lurve heart is complicated

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i notice dat

jeffrey dean morgan is such a hottie!!

like OMG
saw him on martha diz morning
hoh0hoh0ho
such a funny charming man
but taken
duhhh
his gf,, mary louise parker is such a hottie


hehhehehehehe

owh yes,,,
know wut
everytime
i saw sehati berdansa add on tv
i was like
where is mazin
mazin
heehhehe
wonder y?
bcoz he lo0ks like faizal
[blush2 face in between my palms,, if u kknow me well u know how i lo0ks like now]
hahhahahahahha

he isss super b cute
but,,,,
BORINK

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

phot0grapher??

the one that take sho0t pic but did not get paid

hahhaha
but,,,
didcha get my msg diz morning??
:))

went to zarriff preskul convocation
this is when all the inner wannabe photorgrapher plays
the place that photographer is not hot, intriging or unavailable
hahahhaha
wut i meant but that iss
the photographer mostly
is the daddy!!
:))
l.0.l
like seriousssly,,,
its was a fun day
wif all those cute
presentation
n all the silly mistakes is indeed funny
n pe0ple laugh
alottttttt
muahhahahahahha

Sunday, November 9, 2008

sex and the city??

is totally nothing compared to my real life




bubbye carrie brishaw,,
you life is not so0 complicated compared to mine :P
how many of u gain??
4?? could you spell
B-O-R-I-N-K??
i hv six character in my life
big apple??
gos is it a doughnut stand??
we face the hail n storm in muddy kl
my life is so0o0 much more dramatic
you got gays??
like yawnnnnnn
u got slicky snake???
mine is twisted toad
you got go0d for nuthing male companion??
i got jerksssss
but
yeah
u got mr big
i hv none of it yet
fine
1-0
hurm,,,,

i might b the super junior in relationship league
but i think im a superb senior in breaking up
which is
so0 hard
i think only me riena n fafa could understand it
nut n syimsyim
dun worry
we r n0t stupid or lunatic to b mad it you guys
plzz do enjoy ur life
bcoz we know
how much we should cherish the relationship
while we have it
:D

hahhaha
like seriously
talking bout what carrie
cat fight?
fashi0n?
breakdown?
stuck in the middle??
been there done that!!
i think we both hv our shines n flaws :P

yup2
im dat kind of gurl
a gurl who is very confident
bout herself
a gurl who broke down n cry again on the way bck to lcct
[dat is y i dun really like lcct,, i always cry in the bus but neva cry in the erl!!]
suxxxxxxxxxxx

Saturday, November 8, 2008

new step of the new age



issit??
hahahhaha
went to issimo to add the charms on my charm bracelet!!
its the key!!
well im 21 aite
b0ught it before
whe i first got diz bracelet
then i promise the salesgirl
to put it on my bday
on nov
n she remembers it :D
so0 i went to her again~~
yeay!!
im 21
she asked
;is it ur bday?? happy bday!!"
nope it was yesterday
t0ld her dat
huhu it is cute
:D
hahhahaha
g0in bak tomorow
heheh
less drama

Thursday, November 6, 2008

thank you allllllllll

huhuhuhuhu
its a balance for me
got my listening result which kinda sux
nvm suck it in,,,
n exam paper kinda hard

nvmmmmmmm
back to happy do0eeyy tymeeee
breath in breathhh outtt....
FAIZAL BG SAYER BARBIE!!
yes yes u got it right!!
i was like OMG
muahahhaha
n also my dear didie
bout me dat lovely photo hanger !!
i will make a go0d use of it when i hv my own ro0m in um!!
n celus buoght me handy fanss
since i always complaining
malaysia nie panasssssssssssssss
hahhaha

ok2
update later~~
since im goin out for karaoke session
yeeeeeee haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

why we need to shampo0 our hair

  1. ur sweet neighbour throw a bday partay and your housemate put the buttered icing on you hair..
  2. waering tudung to longgg
  3. ur crazy housemate again throw all the bb powder[its actually go0d 4 our hair] bb lotion and ketchup on your hair even though u juz showered an hour b4!!
  4. ur crazy housemate force you into the toilet n showered u merciless ly!!!
  5. im juz a freak ODD who will shampo0 and condition my hair every 2 days!!!


guys,, i lurve you,, n nut u r to0o0!!!
goin to miss you alot
alot
alot
next year since i'll b away
*teary again!!*

like OMG
plays n drama do us go0d!!
like acting to be injured!! [fafa!! p0y0!!]
n syima : must hv blo0d for erma campaign~~~~~~~~~

lurve u guys~~

:*

also big thanks to
elle
hannah
faizal
celus
hehhehehehhehe
owh yeay
apai!!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

wut i rally2 wan for my bday??


Pachiko
i miss pachi
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

obama wins!!

click here for details

ok,, i dun gv a darn bout malaysia politic much
due t0 our un mentally chalenge
accusation n stuff [oil price? in n out daaaaaa]
but us election kinda effect our economi
n peace,, i mean, as one of the major police on earth[the think they arr]
it doesnt effect everything n more
i dun lyke bush
which is so0 fake n conservertive
we heart obama
who seems to b more subtle
n rational

yup2
p0wer to the pe0ple!!
[OMG im would b qualified to vote in next electi0n!!]

Monday, November 3, 2008

and that was it

went out wif dear suehana juz now
trying to accompplish the last mission,,
yup2
hope it'll b da last one
its kinda devastated
but wif the help of suehana
hope it will b ok :D

huhuhu
dear its a very luvly red aite?
huhu
thanx for d hang out [OMG we didnt take any picture!!]due to our cuak ness of final exam
n health issue
its a short meeting
but i do hv fun
hv fun wif ur hfz :P
huhu
tq again2
toddleeesssss

Saturday, November 1, 2008

sya ska tag ini

simply bcoz i lurve the idea of gettting married :D

1.How old are you?
[turnin 21 in 5 days!!]

2. Are you single?
[unfortunately yes]

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
[below 30!]

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
[im wif no one right now..]

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
[well in early realtionship its all sunny day,, now its hail day]

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
[garden for reception,traditional 4 akad nikah n obviously a beachy honeymo0n]

7. Your ideal motif?
[iv0ry n gold 4 akad nikah,white n blo0dy red 4 reception n nude 4 honeymo0n :P]

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
[st petersburg,the city of undevine lurve]

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
[less is more]

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
[simple but memorable one ]

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
[traditional one babey]

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
[nuthing i juz wan a simple cupcakes for everyone, n i wish i could bake each of it :P]

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
[hotel so0 i dun hv to worry about the aftermath]

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
[akad nikah at nuit muahahhahahaha reception in the evenin]

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoor?
[outdo0o0rrrrrrr its a very garden wedding!!]

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
[yes plzz can he b in uniform?????]

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
[=D trully madly deeply,i dun wan miss a thing n any of my hubby fav]

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
[light one!!!!!]

21. What age do you want to get married?
[when my hubby is rich enuff :)) haha when we r both financial capable n we both r horny muahhahaha]

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
[love me, cherish my devotion towards him, able to lead me in the right path n funny n cute!!]

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
[normallll bcoz it simple]

24. champagne or red wine?
[blo0dy mary!!! hahha nope]

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
[b4 the weddng can? muahaha]

26. money or household item?
[m0ney,, kan household item org kasi hadiah]

27. Who will pay for the bills?
[me household item him,, billss]

28. Are you ready for married life?
[not yet tp sy klau bley nk kawen!!]

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
[yes,, dats d only thing i hv special 4 him]

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
[i'll b true juz 4 u]

31. How many kids do u like?
[2 or 3]

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
[start it sl0w,, small house,, juz 4 u and me babay]

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
[i will cherish everyday wif my lurve one]

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
[simple spicy one with healthy twist!]

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
[npe,, let it be a gr8 memory juz for two us :P]

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? Choose 5 person
-elle!!
-nut!!
-kak farhana!!
-you!!
-you!!

slummer partayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!



welll
our water is quite dirty,,
due to sum broken pipe issue,,,
po0l also in very very bad condtion
so0 we ask our neighbour bout her water
well since we don share the same water line
her's is much better
n we hang out the whole weekend wif her!![friday n saturday dat is]
its fun nuit
wif lotta moviesss
-mamma mia!!
-forgetting sarah marshall
-over her dead body!!!!!!!

huhuhu
but...
wif kik's there
my nuits is not the go0d one
couse of allergies n felinephobic in me
huhuhu
but we do hv fun!!!

thanks kak hanim for lettin us trashing up ur house huhuhu!!!

g0in to miss u alot next year

Thursday, October 30, 2008

been lo0kin for this for while





tlg~~
plz
plz ada lg
plz
eventhough x da xs x perrr
nk jgk3

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

hv it ever accurs to you dat

idup nie mcm hambar sgt?
n u pick the course that is so0o0 hambar
dat u will nva see others xcept ur type,, i meant as for me,,
juz bein a teacher?

pnh x terpikir,,
yg as a teacher
i will stuck wif my own kind
after graduate
jumap cekgu
p skola
cekgu
p kursus
cekgu

conclusion cekgu
cekgu cekgu
that i might even hv chance to meet othe poeple
so0 camna nk nk carik fabulous hubby
if u juz stuck wif cekgu-ho0d?

for example
if u r workin n coprate sector
at least u might meet other people
from ur officemate
to you flo0r mate
or the offuce next do0r
which meant sumone outside ur circle of fren
yu2p

at least im lucky
i hv fren outside my circle
wh0 is not cekgu
but smpai bila nk harap jumpa org through mutual fren
sampai bila??
hambar kn kehidupan
mcm sux sgt
g0sh

so0 didie dear
even i know
cekgu is mesken
but don b to0 shock if i do end up marriying one
life is sux

this is funny

There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his
money, and was a real miser when it came to his money.

Just before he died, he said to his wife, 'When I die, I want you to
take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my
money to the +after-life+ with me.'

And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when
he
died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him.

Well, he died . . .
He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in
black,
and her friend was sitting next to her. When they
finished the ceremony,
just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife
said, 'Wait, just a minute!'

She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the
casket.

Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away.

Her friend said, 'I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money
in there in the casket with your husband.'

The loyal wife replied 'Listen, I can't go back on my word. I promised
him that I was going to put that money in that casket with him.'

'You mean to tell me you put that money in the casket with him !!! ?'

'I sure did' said the wife. 'I got it all together, put it into my
account and wrote him a cheque. If he can cash it, he can spend it.'

Moral of the story: *Women are cleverer than Men* ......

Send this to a clever women you know, or a man with a good sense of
humor . . . . .

I just
did.

hahhahahahha

a touch of my past

like OMG im so0 in lurve wif diz cato0n,, so0 lurve it,, i learn about goat cheese from here!!
still remember i ask my mum
ma kambing pont ada susu ker huhuhu

njoy!!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

yeah i know i shouldnt but

who cares?

the rules:

· Pick your birth month.

. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.

.Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
.Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.

. Tag 5 people.



JANUARY [23/01/1987]

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer.Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable[haaaa?]. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

i pass it t0 :
-elle
-nut
-didie
-kak farhana
-suhana

Sunday, October 26, 2008

finally...

i had done the deeds i should hv been done 8 months ago...
scrapping n scratching all those memories frm the old tyme
i juz delete our pic from my hd,,,,
:D

brave move erma
i realy wana say alhamdulillah towards allah s.w.t for keepin my head str8 and been holding to my faith

allah s.w.t hv a better plans for me,,,
dats all i wanna say :D



i promise it goin to b d last time of my tears n sadness

Saturday, October 25, 2008

about me turning 21

ok,,,
my bday is coming
im turning 21
there's lotta things dat ive done or jux simple hv not guts to do it yet
so0 when im turning 21 i will
1-put the key pendant on my lucky charms
2-go hv a really go0d night out,, gurlie nite
3-find a subject or bf [can i pay for that?] so0 im not mutterly miserable on my bday
[which i consider 7-8th nove night not 6-7th nite since i hv paper on 7th]
4-go n hv my another grow up vacay[i had my 18th bday vacay wif fuzzy,, but not diz year since she's not really free]
5-buy sumthing super nice to maself
6-try to erase all those memories,, go0d or bad
7- try to b a grow up [sad sad sad]
8-buy new lingeries!!!!!!!
9-forgive [ok2 trying but not to forget]
10-i wan pressiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! [ it doesnt sound matured aite?? dun care :P]

i want pressieee
i wan presssiiieee
i want my big 21 bday cake!!!

Friday, October 24, 2008

this is me

0124147595

its my new maxis number
plzz dlete the 60124035846

Thursday, October 23, 2008

n dats wut we call

bitchy me!
muahahhahahhahaha
puas hati syikin??
besh??
thoughts???
thank god tomorow is d last day
klau x,,,
mmg laa
besh???
seriously
it juz a small thing
wan sumthing bigger???
beep me
when u r ready!!!!!!!!!!!

roar!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

head ache n sucky peeps

im menstrualizing.....
so0 i need extra sleep
but
i hv simulated teaching tomorow
and right now
i
kinda of piss off
hello mr/miss transex
herl0w
im not those type of judgemental person
i do accept all of u
n usually
those type of peeps likes me!!
bc0z simply im civilize to
EVERYONE
unless u r simply fuck up pissing me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

juz ow
i went yo staionary shope to photostate
then i was paying my stuff
n being nice to dat mamak
then suddenly
"cptlaa skit"
sound like so0o0o0 garawww
n its a transex!!
like OMG
i like all of u k!
bc0z u simply girly gurl like me!!
n u r asking me to hurry up?
its not like i can do anything to make him move faster or talk in incredible speed!!
stupid
bangang!!
y?
envy of my well bussom?
so0 wut?
its not like its silicon!!
its ori
n i was wearing fo0tbal jersey!
its not like im wearing bb tee ok!!
n u havnet seen my reall bossom
OKAYYYYYYYYYY
dun b jeles
PHM x???
n that stupid fatty syikin
ko knapa?
nk sgt aku tampau ko?
usha aku mcm aku knai ko
pdn muka kna maki dgn kwn aku
bkn aku jew prasan ok
bodow!!
yes haikal
plz tell your stupid fatty gurlpren
if she hv sumthing to deal wif me
deal wif me
face to face
like OMG
she's 21 aite?
n i havnt turn 21 yet!!
so0 ask her to grow up!!!!!!1
doesnt mean dat she's in younger group of people she needs to act like one
ckp dia x puas hati ckp me ok!!
get it?

gosh

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

been bz n my life
is a bigg huge enurmous mess
dun even hv a heart t0 update
mayb later when im a bit better

njoy diz piece

Saturday, October 18, 2008

yes its all i really wanna do right n0w

its juz me...

if i dun lyke dat person,, i dun really care t0 hear or talk bout her unless the purp0se is trashtalking,,
soo0o0 st0p talkin bout her,,, or himm,,,i juz plainly n0t interested
as i said b4,, she is not my fren... n it wasnt my fault if he cant tal t0 u,, b4 diz he talked to u aite? so0 no need to tell me dat,, tell ur fren bout dat n0t me n its not herediti its hereditary,, i know d word i juz play like i dun u said it wr0ng
daaaaaaa dun treat me like im so0 dumb ok?? bcoz wuteva u told me is so0o0

BORINKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkkk

Thursday, October 16, 2008

things to p0nder

sumtimes pe0ple juz cant see it dat clearly

1- klau nk sedap tdoq,, jgn tdoq kt living ro0m td0q dlm bilik
2-klau dh janji dgn org, jgn bwat org tunggu phm?
3-kla nk sruh org wat keja,, ckp el0k2, tgk dlu apa or tu tgh bwat
4-klau brg org tu besepah jgn ska2 kemas sendirik,, tnay tuan dia dlu jgn wat pandai
5- klau x nk annoyed org,, masuk bilk jgn ckp wat tatw kt suma org

life fuck n sux n i dun need more pe0ple to ruing it already,, i hv enuff of those shit.,,
n those pe0ple who lurve to satred at me n wonder how w0nderful my life is,,
tell u da truth my life is darn sux,,, its not al bed of roses,, dun judge my fake smile bcoz u don know how deep is my wound inside

n th0se bitcha outhere,, korg igt aku ni nk ker bf k0rg,, fuck up jew suma tu klau aku nk aku dh lama ngorat k,,, juz keep it t0 urself,,, those fucking demon

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

my hambar sista



click here to view my hambar sis

stuck in the middle

of nowhere...
eventhough it will st0p
but at the end the person who lost it all is me
my self
not him
n0t her
pe0ple will judge only me
bcc0z i hv both of the connecti0n
but do p0eple really cares bout how i felt
how am i facing this frustrating m0ment
maybe pe0ple try to understand
but no one will
bc0z they r not in my shoes
seriouslly i did step on the shit right now,,
life is to0 sux to bear
i really need need my elle, my fuzzy,my didie n my chadsx :(

Monday, October 13, 2008

dont mess wif da fafa

the war had happens
n sumhow i think im stuck in the middle,,,
dunno how n why
but seriouslly
dun mess wif the fafa

my zodiac of the day (14th oct)
Trying to avoid conflict between you and a coworker is easier said than done, but that doesn't mean you should give up and just go for a fight. Today, getting into an argument or even a friendly debate is going to be way more counterproductive than you can imagine. It will ignite tempers and get people way off track. Be the peacemaker, be the negotiator, and do your best to keep everyone happy -- even if that means you'll have to put off your own happiness for a while.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

hidupku amat hambar

seriously
hv u ever felt like
everytime u falls
u falls down
n got hit by the ladder
then by hit ur head on the fl0or
n when you were trying to stands
u steps on p0ops
then u strive hard again and walk to the toilet
t0 check urself up
u try to see your face in the mirror
but the mirror is broken
into pieces
you try to wash it of wif the water
but you juz couldnt bcoz
the water simply wasnt there
by then you must felt how miserable your life is
arent you??

simply thats wut i feel!!!!!

with dat stupid jerk
n those stuff juz keep on rubbin on my face
n those stupid things dat happen to me!!
i juz lost RM!%) juz bc0z my stupid lexxy charge wont work anym0reeeeee
phm x?
my duet raya dat i suppose to keep for shopPing
miserable much?

mmg fuck kn kehidupn skunk??
rs saket hati
ntah laaaa

n mrjerkluq,,
sl0w down n tell me now
wat da hell u wan wif me!!!!
dats allllllllll

Saturday, October 11, 2008

aku bodoh

n arrogant n i call her fren bitch!

F.U.C.K Y.O.U DUDE!!
plzz laaa jgn laa igt aku tataw apa2
igt bdk umah aku style terserempak ker?
or like dat slut u;ve been hang out? yeah dat sloppy slut
owh did i tell u dat i saw her yesterday
like OMG if u did left me for her
im seriously will samck ur head
bc0z she;s not dat attractive n smartly dreeeeeeeeessssssss
like OMG
t0tally degraded ok!!
plz d0ne!!
g0sh
st0p blaming others
start blaming urself

mode : sad

my lexXy owh my lexxy
hv sum trouble wif my charger.....
oh my
oh my
:(
dun take away my life line

Friday, October 10, 2008

alhamdulillah

im so0 grateful for allah

i juz grateful t0 allah s.w.t
for all the success u gave me,,
im so darn lucky for it
bc0z mostly its sumthing i knew
n a lil hardwork had paid off
[hard work rajin sgt ker aku study?? muahhahahha]

juz wanna say
sy mememanjatkn syukur kehadrat illahi terhadap hidayah yg d beri

alhamdulillah,,,,,,,

:D

i know it sounds lame :P
hahhahahah
nvm
i juz added another charms at my charm bracelet
:D
a luv blue in colour
bcoz im lo0kin for luv :D
b4 diz i added a bell
as im lo0kin for a new start
u know when we at skul
when the bell rings
its a new subject?
yup2
im dat type of gurl
metaphore n stuff
dun blame me im int0 liturature :P

k d0ne :P
daaaaaaaaa

Thursday, October 9, 2008

lets talk about the p0p world bcoz

its seems like forever i havnet talk about the p0p world
due to my youn adult stupid stuff!!

muahahhaha
talking about the battle of the p0p princess
still remember the battle between the blondes in late 90?
the britney-xtina-mandy-jessica
then we hv the battle of the IT gurls
paris-nicole-lidsay-mischa
n n0w we hv the battle of the tween p0p princess!!
miley-demi-selena
well demi n selena is a bff since their barney world n selena didnt sing,, she juz act which left preety much between miley and demi
personally i prefer demi bc0z she's true bout her self
c0mpared to miley whose perez hilton labelled as the new versi0n of britney
nad the sounds
well
both are ok..
i lyke both songs
n if i need to pick my fav tween p0p i will pick
*drumrools
ALy & Aj
muahahhaha simply bc0z i prefer their r0cky sounds hehehheheheheh

k duh
i felt so0 lame right n0w
daaaaaaaaaaaaaa

click here for demi lovato songs get bak!

click here for miley cyrus 7things

w0rd of the day : pukeworthy

yes let it be a word
its totally compund noun

i went for my afterno0n class today
i was very close not to attend it but i go at last
can i say sumthing?even i u answer no i wil still say it since ITS MA BLOG
i do like kuru's lo0k n all
his perfect 40's body
his voice
yaddayadda
but it still doesnt mean i could co-operate wif his biasness
like OMG
its totally PUKEWORTHY
like omg~~~~~~~~~~~`

dr m is right
dats alll i could say right n0w
n life's is nva b fair
dats all i need to start my speaking since its due t0morr0w

papai!!

p/s : i got my funky banana vintage tee!!yeay!!! n it fits me like condom muahahhaah [plz think positive by condom fit i meant it fits my figure perfectly due to the elasticness of the condom,, ok fine!!! pvc!!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

l0ne ranger

locati0n: home
activity: eatingwhile watchin rachel ray show in nite gown
enj0y our life to the fullest!

sumthing that is better b kept...

away,,,,,
k
it supp0se to b a fine day
but?
t0taly 180!!
start my day as a cleaning lady if the class
n seriously
i do really hate the class
n0t my classmate
but the wh0le thingy
p0mpuan jew ramai
tp idup dlm sampah
klau satu sem aku sapu sampah sekali jew
itu jew laaaaaaa
si slut yg k0non nyer lembut mcm saur busuk tu?
pengotoq!
shit perangai
bt0i laa apa fendi ckp
dia mmg contoh p0mpuan x bley buat bini

k0 rsa mcm fak x peragai kwn k0rang
klau k0rg sorg jew tgh kemas kelas
dtg lambat
tp k0rg jew yg kemas
then bila nk duduk
k0rg x der kerusi
rasa fak x????????
mmg shit laa perangai si slut tuh
like OMG!!
yg k0non tudung sampai lantai tuh
k0non beriman sgt
tp kebersihan x jaga
apa kehai nyaa tuh?
x rs fak?
rs x?
phm x?

g0sh
cant wait t0 finish my intermediate years
like i really wan t0 get awayyyyyyy
seriously im so0o0 prefer my fc class
like seriously
minus that slut
our fc class is a dream comes true

k forget the l0ser's ville

now
afterclass
i went t0 masjid jamek to tranfer the m0ney so0 dat i can hv my
funky banana vintage tee
typical me
i juz went through
minding my own bussiness
of course
its hot n crowded there
n im so0o0o0o0 in love wif the crowd :P
then suddenly
chadsx msg me
he actually saw me but afraid to approach hahahahahha
g0sh
rugi bt0i~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

dh latey
syikin will arrive so0n
ada keje sket~

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

the funky m0nkey


the fUnky banaNA vintage teE


juz 2 step cl0ser [transfer n confirm ]
muahahha
goin to the atm machine tomorow after class!!!

note t0 maself:
plz get urself the internet e-pin so that u can hv clickers a.s.a.p
n start sh0ppin all the way :D
State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.

1-im not into the wh0le pleasansity..
imean im n0t rude but i'll ign0re the pers0n i hate n av0id lo0kin at them, if u wan my fo0d juz ask me to0 don wait for me ask
2-i dun eat sambal blancan-at all cost
one tyme during at skul during campin i rather stay hungry than eat the rice which hv sambal belacan,me n sambal blacan t0tally int0 different boat
3-i dun eat durian but i lurve temp0yak
i cannot stand the sweetness of durian,, but i lyke the sourness of temp0yak :P
4-my mum's a nurse but im hemophobic
dun talk or show me any blo0d,, or i'll b limping away
5-i lurve core r0ck
i can stand core r0ck but not dangdut
6-i lyke guys who lo0k like wolf
yes, m0re meaner they lo0k, more attractive they are for me, i dun care bout cute thingy, i like guys wif pers0nality n alll
7- i dun like to f0ll0w the trend
-i do do trend i dun care bout trend , i juz do/buy wut i like
8-i lurve c0ffee
only the sweet c0ffee like latte
9-im a t0tall sweet to0th
but i dun like the spicy-sweet thingy
10-im a bo0k worm
yeah,, quite weird but i really am.i can spend like hours at the bo0k store
11-i lurve vintage thingy
yeah i really d0,, i really hope i was born in victorian era
12-im a bad photographer
but i think im quite go0d at lomography wek3
13-i can sew well
for a gurl like me,, pe0ple quite weird dat i can sew
14-i can bake
eventhough my bakes is quite dull but m0st peeps say it taste go0d :P
15-i juz lurve handmade thing
yeah im th0se kind of weirdo who is ok to spent m0ney on handmades thingyy

see, im dat bored
yes i am
i juz rand0my found diz tag n do it
n u know how much i hate tagging? muahhahahah


pe0ple i will t0rture wif taggin
1-nutty suckie
2-didie baby
3-elle wo0ds ku syg
4-mr l0uis
5-kak farhana
6-suhana
7-karlllllllllllzzzzzz
8-pe0pleeeeeeeeeee