maybe im not soo into you

or maybe i juz dont love u as much as i thought i am

or maybe its nervous talkin

or maybe its another "im so happy i could die" moment

i dunno

im sorry
sumtimes my †hought are mixed up with my emotion
thanx for showin me those pictures
sooo cute
i feels like pukin n thinkin dat u might not change

sumtimes

it freaks me out how happy i am
bcoz when life is full of joy
a bell rings
the flash back of hardness come out

i used to b happy in love
then the hope was crashed
n now i found new one
which also sounds promising
but
it kinda freaks me out
if maybe his love will decrease
when im increasing
bcoz i can learn to love
but what happen if our loves one changed
waking up without the urge to love me
lost interest in holding my hands

isnt it kinda bummer?
no
its not like im still hooked up with him
but as we understand
history is a reminder
that things is happening
war can be repeated
maybe things is like
the sweet summer
but we never knew when the sun will stop shinning?
or the wind went over blow?
its the hardest thing
when u have to accept
the person who is in love with u yesterday
juz
wasnt anymore
bcoz we cannot simply force people to love us
stop them from taking back their love
feeling is like an art
feeling is abstract
sum people might see it
sum people are juz dont

yes im in germany
but i juz cant take him back from france
but people are juz people
we changed
i changed
bcoz when we try sumthing that we thinks
its kinda bad previously
we experience it
n either change or stay on our opinion
arent we?
yes we r
maybe we didnt see it
but others will......

it juz dat
im not perfect
you r not perfect
i know ur flaws
u known mine
i dun mine urs
soo far u seems lurve my flaws
n i hope its for a long time
bcoz im keen being with u for a long time
i dun mind seeing ur big belly in the future
or sweepin off ur hair on the floor
or cryin over ur mis-words
bcoz ur flaws facinates me
my flaws makes ur laugh
n i like it....


*im period soo im emotic soo i dun care puke or what handle with ur own care :P*

is ur mama a llma?

hurm....
i dunno
is it my weakness
or it kinda a gift
or its the result of reading too much romantic n chic lit books
i think im easy to falls for sumone
n this time
i hope
it is the one....
like im kinda old
to start floating around
finding the electric sparks
or ionized against the others

its sorta complicated
but its complication makes me wanna work more n yes im not working alone,,,,
like TOKIO MOTEL sang : its automatic ok!
hahahha
*yeah i like their song*

n yeah
we hv plans
for us
n its not juz an empty one
both or us working on it

but sumtimes
its kinda freaks me out
it sumthing happens
bcoz its juz life
it will not always b easy peasie
but i kinda like the idea of it :P

yeah dear
i let you slay my dragon
bcoz u r my knight in hot policeman suits :P
i might hv no idea wut ur frenz r saying and
you might have no idea what my frenz are laughing about
but its ok behind the close door
we hv our own lil language
u might b silly at times
but ur innocents makes me melts
and i might b crazier than the cat lady
but i know u adore me for that :P
thanx for everything
i don mind jumping up for u
as long u dont mind falling down with me

loves u mr wolverine
xoxoxo

*for those happens to read this post
puking and nauseating is the result after reading
dun worry i dun mind :P*

its been a while...

since my last post
dunno y
im not dat bz
mayb lazy
yaaaa dats kinda true

but lately i've been too tired
4 days per weeks kinda tiresome :(

ok.....

such a lil bitch

click it

i know
i even hv tee to proves it

ok this is new

* click to enlarge *

kinda creative pick up lines
duncha think?

and yes

another reason y i extremely loves paris

juz a phone call away

thanx alexander graham bell
u r hot!

n right now
the sun is shining the right way
the shadow falls down on the right spot
flowers r blooming on the right day and location
scents of love n lullaby is around

simply bcoz im in love
*again*

thanx to the creation of telephone
n the revolution by mr motorola
u n me
we r meant to be :P

*read the article in GQ here*

mode : content

life is like a struggling fishing reel

one moment we felt like we had it
one moment we fought hard not to lose it
then suddenly its gone
then we try a new bait
hoping the new bait would bring us happiness

owh yeah

we both r still the rockstar

my divaness only can be tame by him

totally not breaking up :P
juz me being
hopelessly romantic
n uberly sensitive when my dreams or plan were crash

still me n mr policeman :P

i always say how i dun need bur it always come back right to this

owh
owh
owh
broken heart : round two

well this time
i hope it will b a lot better
since we r from two diff area
n i dun think
i'll b sein his figure
or glimpse of him in the future

OK thats the gr8 thing of dating the outsider
plz dun leae me currently monopolized my itunes
over n over again

well the main point
WHOSE TO BLAME

this time i can proundly admit
its me
yeah
mayb he is done
totally done wif my tantrum
yeah
we are from two different situation
hello still
hello quite
hello sadness
welcome back
kiss.kiss.kiss
we gonna rock this town

so0
the thing bout me n mr policeman
is history
so0 i back to normal
i guess

ok consollin my heart time
till we meet again =)