Wednesday, December 30, 2009

the other days is not so0 nice


*my sc lecturer totally reminds me of ghandi or dat professor in futurama*

wel got not one but
TWO lecturer from india
so0 kinda hard to understand them
haisyh...
n this one stout-y lecturer that teach sc

work
hard
ass baby~

*update*
special caricature from a fren of mine

http://isaacismael87.wordpress.com/

Monday, December 28, 2009

the first day of sem is

AWESOME
my lecturer dr thomas lahei is awesome
n yes nut
he played ukelele
create song wif it sumore
here some of the evidence



isnt learning is amazing?
TOTALLY

Friday, December 25, 2009

AVATAR

its been like overused of word

i knoe wut its means
content wise
but cant seem to put in complete sentence
literally wide i kinda fluck
so0 i too the liberty to open the
world famous sought after dictionary WIKIPEDIA
*opened my oxford already but it wasnt there*

1- Avatar is a Hindu term for the manifestation or appearance of a deity.

2- Avatar (computing), the graphical representation of a user

ok i pick the second terms

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

SEX N THE CITY 2

should i be thrill??

OF COURSE!!


Sex and the City 2 in HD

Trailer Park | MySpace Video

stealing sumthing dats legal :P

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************


What is your salad dressing of choice?
[simple ranch mayb juz vinegar n olive oil]

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
[nowdays im crazy bout chillies n yes pizza john n sweet chat is awesome to0]

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
[totally subway healthy n delish]

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
[simple meaty stuff wif olive i adore olive]

What do you like to put on your toast?
[simple melted butter yes the salty one!]

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
[we got 2 here in kl]

What color of cell phone do you have?
[black yes i remain mysterious wif my cellphone :P]

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
[right-ie me:D]

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
[nope]

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
[yes mattress,, the big queen all by my self]

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
[yes hunny bee by u muah muah]

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
[i dunno im not sure.....]

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
[nope im perfectly fine wif my name it defines me!]

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
[not! hahahha ]


************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
[now one not very fans of it]

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
[i wish i hv it everyday!!! off duty that is :P]

Last person you talked to?
[owh abg mcd who  looks a bit like pharrell]

Last person you hugged?
[ehemmm hem]

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
[im hopelessly romantic obviously autumn!]

Holiday?
[summer at the beach wif straww hat sipping cold coconut]

Day of the week?
[lalallalalla]

Month?
[november is awesome!]


***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
[i do miss those lil people who adores me:P]

Mood?
[happily munching my curly fries ]

What are you listening to?
[britney : sometimes]

Watching?
[screeennn]

Worrying about?
[my itchy legs]

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
[toilet of course]

What's the last movie you saw?
[the proposal last nite]

Do you smile often?
[i got smile linessss]

Do you always answer your phone?
[i screened :P]

It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
[my crazy didie or my wut-r-u-doin-up boo]

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
[i like my dark midnite black eyes its mysteriously sexy]

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
[sonic is?]

Do you own a digital camera?
[no i dun i dun really like compact except lumix l3 :P]

Have you ever had a pet fish?
[yes i used to0]

7) Favorite Christmas song?
[jinggle bell rocks!]

What's on your wish list for your birthday?
[lots i still hvnt got my blythe!]

Can you do push ups?
[yes!]

Can you do a chin up?
[a bit i dun hv upper body challenged ok!]

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
[kinda excited]

Do you have any saved text messages?

*nope i dun have one....huhu


Ever been in a car wreck?
[nope nope]

Do you have an accent?
[nope nope]

What is the last song to make you cry?
[i dunno]

Plans tonight?
[90210 yal!!]

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
[yeah i did n yes it is not a gr8 thing]

Name 3 things you bought in the last week
[mcd cookies starbuck]

Have you ever been given roses?
[yeah i did several times]

Current worry?
[pimple n tigh!]

Current hate right now?
[pimple!]

Met someone who changed your life?
[we go together hand n hand]

How did you bring in the New Year!
[not sure yet ]

What song represents you now?
[bathwater nodoubt :P]

Name three people who might complete this?
[u me they]

What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
[watch movie]

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
[wut is the time?]

days


at one moment i hope i goes faster
at another moment i hope it stops
yes im weird
but can friday puhliss be hurry 
i wanna hang out my bo0o

*kissie kissie face* <3<3<3
miss u 

new sem is coming right up
im juz
.
content
not to0 happy neither to0 sad

the new year is coming
i have nuthing up in ma sleeves
last year we hang at kak hanim's
diz year i hvnt decide yet
yes
my sis make it clear for me not to go out :P
so0 i might bringin party back :P

nut suggested
simple bbq at mine
*i know she got to0 carzy wif my house hahhahaha*

kinda do-able
since it juz us
maybe can invite naem syah nic didie n ch0ke
they can sleep over at syah's afterward
*note : diz it is juz a plan i hvnt ask any of them yet :p*
i dunno yet since i hv to ask other first
or maybe juz 2-3 person
owh yes at my party u can bring ur plus one :P

yeah gtg
dats all i can write about right now
since i practicallu did nuthing today :D

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

my new gorgeous ro0m




new sem 
new room
not finish yet
to0 excited to share

Friday, December 18, 2009

and the fy2169 is landed


this entry is all about RAGE
y?
here is y

strollin along the hallway
cligin on my hp n tap the butt0n "call"

can u took a taxi back? i juz woke up


wut da FUCK?

*dialogue may hv been amend but still got the main point*

thanx dear u really trigger my excitement to meet u

Saturday, November 28, 2009

when the lust strikes in

1-

2-

3-

4- ofcourse this one
click here

5-and lots and lots and lots of this
starbucks!!
*i need new planner btw :P*

december dont be late,,,,,

Monday, November 23, 2009

today is only monday

the first monday among the 4 mondays of my holiday

all i can conclude
today must be the laziest monday i ever had in pass 5 month
so0 lazy
the weather is not helping
it was drizzle all day long
i dun even need my fan inside my room
A/C? far cry

as usually when im bore my imagination runs wild
i picture myself is like an naked mole rat
under my comforter
*can i blame my spread sheet for bein so0 cozy?*
so0 comfy bein tucked in my comforter...
goshhh



so0 rufusss

on the other hand
my day had a lil bump today
well my gorgie is having her usually migrain
*or should i blame celcom?*
i found out i had 7 unread msg
since 21st
yes
*unison*
OMFG
then i used my maxis phone to text myself
but then it juz didnt arrive
till i got msg
fuck off testin testin
.
.
.
omg i sent it to wrong number
naturally
im pissed
bcoz that creature was cursing at me
like come on,,
silly mistake
plus
fuck off?
is that all u can gv me
come on
wut are u?
12 years old?
but
taking the high road i replied
wut da fuck
b polite next time dude[kinda sure its a male if its a gurl gosh she need major makeover]
i mis send da text
doesnt mean u need to b rude
sorry
.
.
havnt been replied yet
which is ok for me :D

*update*
he is a guy
he called
try to b firm
then when he heard it was fmale voice
he melted
sorry erkh awk?
sp nma awk?
kt mna nie?
TYPICAL
owh no he juz text meee
help.......

Sunday, November 22, 2009

coz baby im torn

every ending is a new beginning
in uni life
every beginnin started wif big plan
n rushing for the one
*lets make this simple : kna berebut utk reg subj*
gosh
baby im torn
follow my desire which is kinda blur
b in class wif familiarity and frenx
ignorance is the best solution?

owh no
should i follow my dreams in bein the editor at mag
or be in the safety zone?
owh follow my creative lust in photography?
owh my
owh my

welll
subconciously
i always wanted to work in mag industry
since i was young
apart for bein fashion designer
 i lurve gvin my two cents about stuff
creative writin is wut i like
*currently fluent my self wif 140 character of cursing praising n whinning*
wishing to b editor of mag
but 
im no danny meade
i dont hv family legacy in printing industry
perez is my bibble *pun intended here people*



anna wintour is my queen



ugly betty is my past time
devils wear prada is my APA
should i
or should i not
enrolled my self in magazine publishing course 
next sem?
my schedule is open for it
its on thursday
not my "wednesday is a movie day"
hurm
or should i stick to what i know n da well verse 1001 things about technology?

or should i follow my inner child 
in basic photography?
water painting also sound promising
im quite ok wif brushes
but as usual
i prefer monotone art

life is weird
especially when u r young
embrace it
sucka!

Monday, November 9, 2009

im depressed


i juz miss those simpler times
n that cute cookies monster tee wearing guy :P

Friday, November 6, 2009

thank you

*hugs*
gr8 surprise
now i know how they felt
 through all this year or humiliating other people
hahhha i was very close to hid under the table hahhaahhahaha
 again...
thank you
didie
fafa
syima
riena
kilod
nutty nut pont
heheh

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

so0 i juz stay there

wondering
then i figured out
it was nuthing much to say
or done
my life is mine,,,
others? who cares
sumhow tired of being the forgotten 
life's like this
n this is how it is

Monday, October 19, 2009

the thing is

im goin to repeat it all over again

i treat people like crap only if 
1- they act like a jerk to me
2- they r a freaky lousy people who doesnt deserved pleseanties
3- they stare at me in lousy wat

its not that i wan to recite the same ol same ol story again
but freaky fucking fendy
its not like i treat ur fucking slave , the russian beagle like a dog bcoz he dump me
bcoz i am so0o0o0 over it since like
last year
i dun give fucking shit about that
im treating him like a fuck moron
simply bcoz 
he is a moron who shows off infront of my jambu nose
he treat me like crap
dats y i treat him like a stupid lousy crap also
not to mention
he is such a fuck ur slave
try throwin a bone tied up wif rm 10
n ask him to fetch it with his mouth
like seriously
try it!
n u'll loved it

the thing is
as i heard it spreading around
 he is trying to b a better person
*applause*applause*
bravo to him
but it doesnt meant i hv to stop treating him like another stupid dirt under my nail 
bcoz  it doesnt change the fact that he had act like a jerk to me
n NEVER APoLOGIZE

yes keep that in mind fendy
bcoz 
i know u dun want to see my dark side anymore
bcoz as ms shobha penned in the poem 
words is absolutely painful than a sword
n gosh
im not only good
im GREAT at cursing
even u lost it to me

capiche?

out


Friday, October 9, 2009

yes didie i think

im sorta a nerd
or its just wut i always said
social outcast??

i rarely
hurm rare could be understatement
no longer update my blog
maybe like i state earlier,,
im happier
so less grumbling
or life is to0 busy for drama?
yeah
dat will do

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

i guess i just forget to announce



due to hectic schedule for raya
i forget to share that
i hv new lil munchkin to bully
little

MOHAMMAD FAWWAZ RIDHWAN

bb brother to lil ayul

dob 20 09 2009 * yes eid ul-fitr*
weight 3.2 kg
obviosly bb boi
huhuhuhuu

Thursday, September 24, 2009

wut the fuck

ever felt like a black sheep * always*
dat u r on the wrong side of the road
eventhough sumone else have been to that road
but the never been blame?

WUT THE FUCK
suma wat slh
like u dat go0d
FUCK YOU
n why he can do that
n even though i did sumthing mild compared to wut he did but
im still the bad one?

FUCK U

igt aku suka sgt kew?
pnh pikir pasal aku
nk kena pikir psal sng diri jew
pnh x pikir psai aku
psai study aku?
pnh kew?
penah?

Friday, August 28, 2009

ok diz is fun

*not bitter juz having fun ok?*

Answer it. "What if your ex says" referring to you~

1. Why did you let me go?
[bcoz u r a jerk n u leave me]

2. I still love you.
[go n fuck ur self darling]

3. When did we last talk?
[last time when u less jerk-ish]

4. Will you go out with me?
[nope]

5. I cannot keep my promise to you.
[yaa u couldnt dun worry i dun blame u you juz being urself]

6. My friends say we don't look good together
{OMG shocked of the century,, my fren said dat to0o they said you to0o0 kg for me]

7. You have changed!
[i know im more marvelous aite? hey u change d to0,, wif all those stuff u n jon gossline should go to club together]

8. Can we get back together?
[no no no no we hv our time aite]

9. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else
[yup2,,, i heard u found urs to0o0 double date later?]

10. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
[i did? omg im sorry.... NOT]

11. How can u forget our memories??
[i dont,, but i hv better one :P]

12. I will always love you.
[yeah me to0o0 in my nightmare]

13. Would you die for our love?
[na;aa like do we ever hv it,, well i did i dunno bout u]

14. You jump, i jump..remember?
[noo u jump i jump on u since u r bigger]

15. Kiss me to break the curse if i sleep for a hundred years.
[nope i take away all ur wealth]

16. Whats the difference between me and Him/Her.
[he got bicep n he never screams at people]

17. I saw you last night with your girlfriend/boyfriend.
[u did??????? arent we look cute?]

18. Without me, your life wouldn't be complete.
[which songs is this?]

19. Why are you doing this to me!?
[bcoz u r being a jerk to be first.. hey i treat people they way they treat me ok]

20. Is it because of money?
[dude i got more money than u]

hahahhahah kinda silly but it wass so0o0 much fun

its been a while...

since my last str8 from the heart blogging
as people said when u r in love ur world seems to b better
and yes i seems to lost words
i dunno
mayb bcoz im happy
or sumone had show we the other side of the world
frankly
we are different
to0o0 different
we view sumthing in very different direction
n yet it doesnt seems to annoyed me
mayb the love potions still working or sumthing or maybe the way he treated me
and how he voice his oppinion its truly soften me up
and may b its da fact that im all grown up
my past relationship had thought me the bitterness of life
i admit i become bitter after that
n i dun really like what i've become
then he came
well unexpected
*i think its true, loves will found u when u stop looking for it*
i thot it was all lust
*seriuosly dia adew bicep ok trus cairr*
but then it was him dat i was attracted too
mayb the way he treated me
eventhough when he was angry after
im throw tantrums at public
but his still able to compose himself
seriously
seriously
i dunno bout our future
but he being so0o keen about it
and sumhow it makes me hoping for it to0o0
i dunno..
mayb i grow up
i can think rationally
and mayb dats makes me more tolerable or sumthing
seriously
i think im in love wif him
but i do hv this little tangle inside my heart
the wound from the previous
yes,,,
i dunno
mayb it was too nice for me n dats makes me scared

hahahahah
people said dat i was different wif him compare wif the previous
kn riena kn?
even fendy said so0o
i dunno..
mayb he treated me nicely
n do remember things i said to him,,
it was sorta nice to hv sumbody who actually listen to u
he was nice
yer dia ada bdn sedap :))
dats da plus side :P
tp dia org trganu
tp mak dia suka sayer :P
hahhahahahah

Thursday, August 27, 2009

all i heard was the sound of my bell chimes

loneliness is sumthing that found u
grasp up
n wont leave u alone anymore

yup2
that wut i feel right now
still and quite
my new best friend
herlow guys
kish kish kish[left-right-left]
ok,,, lets hang.....
wanna watch dvd?
owh nvm juz sleep over... she's not here
yes u can do that..
want pizza mcD or dominos?
delivery jewwwww

Sunday, August 16, 2009

its all about vampire!!

right now
im totally in love wif true blood
vampish series on cinemax [its hbo production]
y?
simply bcoz when u talk about vampy
all the vampy must b
hot
hot
hot
i wanna marry one!!!
since angel in vampire slayer till now
rob pat bill eric egg
obviously jason
OMG in love wit the showwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

ok okies
this is jason stackhouse aka ryan swaken he played as anna paquin cutey blurr bro
i mean come on
if u r this


cute
when u r blurr liek this u lo0k cuter ok!!
n hotter!!

Monday, August 10, 2009

all u can eat

10 august

3 drummets
i double cheese
half medium fries
one red bean bun

ya dats all

Sunday, August 9, 2009

9th august

from 10 am till 1530

plain water
countless bb carot
one table spoon of peanut butter n strawberry

Friday, August 7, 2009

so0o0

7th august
fasting again today

so0o0
nasi [quite lot]
ayam
terung
okra

*my sis trick me into eating protien bar* 26 kcl calori *FUCK*
now im hungry,,,
haisyh......

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

this gonna b my diet bo0k

im fat
i knoe
thank u
so0o0 i wil keep track on my diet
writing in it everyday
startin yesterday laa

5th august
meehon goreng + ayam goreng
ayam percik
rojak buah
nasi goreng ikn masin
sausage in bun

*all in one plate by course*

today

bukak puasa

instant no0dless wif sausage and egg(whole)
3 pieces of fried cocktails

Sunday, July 26, 2009

shocked a bit

my sis went to grocery shopping today
*i was sound asleep when she went out :P*
and come back with dat





like OMG
even my arms are smaller than dat!

Monday, July 20, 2009

hey people its survey!!

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
vinegrette only baby im bloated now

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
sweet chat~~ i lurve talking

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
yong tau fo0 believe me!

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Pepperoni & Cheese

What do you like to put on your toast?
plain salted butter

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
now 1 home 3

What color of cell phone do you have?
black black black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
righty!

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
none..

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
my sis bag to klia... it was like 6 kg?

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nope.. but nearly when i was in f1 hahhahaha

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
nope

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
i dunno...

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
mayb.. i need money right now hahhaha


************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
juz one now.. i don really fancy flops

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
owhh my boyfriend? huhuhu

Last person you talked to?
en logan

Last person you hugged?
bolt!

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
Autumn bcoz it so0 darn romantic!

Holiday?
my bday!

Day of the week?
saturday would b nice

Month?
november bcoz a cute gurl was born!


***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
yes! not juz one many!

Mood?
content n sleepppy zZZZzzzZZzZ

What are you listening to?
breakaway kelly clarckson

Watching?
My macy!

Worrying about?
my back

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
bathroom!

What's the last movie you saw?
transformers! wanna watch public enemy!

Do you smile often?
yes to0 much

Do you always answer your phone?
Depends on my mood

It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
could b anyone..my fren hv tendency to do that

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
nope.. its juz me

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
will berry! always lurve wild berries

Do you own a digital camera?
nope i juz hv lomo

Have you ever had a pet fish?
yes kissing fish my sis bought me for my bday n it died!

7) Favorite Christmas song?
santa clause is coming to town!

What's on your wish list for your birthday?
that bally gladiator!! like it ever comes tru!

Can you do push ups?
yes...

Can you do a chin up?
nope.. too0o0 weak in upper body part...

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous!!!! but sum part like married is kinda excite me :P

Do you have any saved texts?
yup2 famous for doin that! if u ever promise me sumthing in text u would never wan to cross it bcoz i'll save it up:P

Ever been in a car wreck?nope

Do you have an accent?
yes of course

What is the last song to make you cry?
graduation!

Plans tonight?
tdo laa jap g

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yes i did last year but wif motivation from frenz n family im ok now!

Name 3 things you bought in the last week
food stuff n stuff ok fine i juz cnt stop spending!

Have you ever been given roses?
Yup2

Current worry?
muka gatai!

Current hate right now?
non

Met someone who changed your life?
Not yet

How did you bring in the New Year!
party at kak hanim!! dunno bout next year

What song represents you now?
say it again marie digby [im giddy n smitten :p sue me!]

Name three people who might complete this?
them he she [hohoho complete pronouns]

What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
sleep!

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
pkui brapa erkh?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

babes

picture worth thousand words
so0o0 here's some from moise
*wink*wink*wink*



Sunday, July 12, 2009

hye you

huhu its been a long time aite?
yeah been bz
seriously
har har har
i think most of us i aite?

btw im having weight issues again
k
cut the crap
"u? fat?"k wutever
im size two n i wan to stay dat way!
last thursday
another day of shop-a-lot
i went to MNG
n saw diz marvel skinny
guess wut?
size two is to0 thight for me!
OMG
i can wear it but i lo0ks like an overstuffed shocks bunny
crimplesss
hate it
so0o0 from today
i will
1-protien diet only.. very light carbs
2-fasting on thursday [monday i got class]
3-exercise juz bcoz i need it n i dun go to "GYM" anymore :(

haisyh
life is very different here
no more late nuit life since im living wif my sis
[sux to da max]
haisyh.....


laterrr aligator

Monday, July 6, 2009

im doin it

in class
im hungry again
creatin new blog for the subject
k gtg
muahx muahx luv ya
i hv a boyfriend who is cute :P

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

i know i shouldnt do this

but i juz cant help it
keep for guilty pleasure?

click here!! babe!!!

Monday, June 29, 2009

al- fatihah to mr hafizi

eventhough i nva meet u or spoken to u
but i know u r a gr8 man
since u r adored by my gr8 frenz
thanx fro all the happiness u gave kelles
she deserved it
n hope u re being located with the one wif allah's blessing
u 're very lucky as HE took u away young from the world full of sins n temptation
*al-fatihah*

my fren's bo0 passed away on the 18th of june
i juz learnt dat recently
right now i having dilemma wif my own self
refelcting of wut happen around me
seriously
i do like diz guy
i mean i do really falling hard for him
n i think he keep his word
i keen on that btw
but yet
got a lil mud here
mayb bcoz they havnt meet him yet
they suppose to judge people
as individual
aite?
well i dun care if my sister wouldnt wan to b at my wedding
its her thingy
im big enough
if i think he is the one for me
who r u to make decision for me?
u had ur life
im goin to have mine

so0
juz beat it

Thursday, June 25, 2009

maher jr u'll b missed

done wif my 14 days skul based experience programme....
finally!!!
we do get off early today
har har har
nuthing much to write here since i betteer put it in my reflecti0n essay :p
but wait
transformers first :P
reelecti0n second hahahah
yeah yeah i think still make it kot :P

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

snips snips snips it awayyyy

>
thinking bout cutting down my locks
but dun really wants it :( should i chop it like diz


again

Saturday, June 20, 2009

i dun blog bcoz

: the really sux internet connecti0n
: been so0 dran buzzing bz this week wif all sep n moving
: nuthing much to blog seems it juz nuthing to write owh yeah except
those 6 grader calli me cikgu gediz bcoz everyone seems to likes me but obviously not her!!!
: again been bz since my skul is in the afterno0n n i only got 8 hours str8 to sleep no more afterno0n nap
: my super crackin laptop screen. need macbo0k a.s.a.p

ok thats all my reason
take it
or
leave it

Sunday, June 14, 2009

drag me away from her

i lurve gypsy
but not slyvia garbush
she's eeeeeeeeevillll



watched darg me to hell wif fuzzy juz now
typical
at our hang out place
KLCC
eat eat eat
laugh laugh laugh laugh
talk talk talk

yup dats all we did
n dtas all i need huhuhuhuhu

Monday, June 8, 2009

hey you

yes you n you you
can u leave me alone
y dun you juz let me learn from my own mistakes
if u really thinks it was a mistakes dat im doin right now
if ur life is dry up borink
doesnt mean u can butt in mine
juz let me grown n learn by my own can u
im 21 btw,,,
isnt it dead bored for u to keep me in ur pocket for to0 long
juz let me out n taste the real deal
is not dat u dont matter to me anymore
but could i hv less o ur butt's in
n can actually learn bout life
b4 its to0 late
obviously u dun wan me to b
those
late blo00mers type aite?
so0 let me go wif the flow
n taste the world before i cant
u got ur chance
now dat u all settle d0wn
mine juz begins
y dun let me learn from it
it might cost me lotta tears
but heck thats how i learn about being myself aite?

deep down im still hv rebellious genes in me
sure u dun wan me to use it at 21 aite?
its more hazardous

i heard

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

so0 carnivourous

i am so0o0 carnivourous
i tried to go veg but i juz cant
i juz cant stand the scrumptious n chewy beef
of the taste of the lamp
omg im starve now
i can live without carbs
but not meat
i lurve vege
lurves it
but i cant order garden salad without the pop corn chicken
or ceaser salad wif roasted chicken breast
OMG
*salivating*
lets eat sumthing meaty later....
OMG
talking bout baked potatoes wif bolognise gravy
or...
chilies?
OMG

im so0 wanna b vege
but how can i.....
no worries
still got energy from all the protien
i to0k lean protien ok
fibers from all the vege
n vitamins from all the fruits juice.....
so0 wanna b home

conclusion
im dead starving now
pe0ple
lets go n eat sumthing

*chicken curry wif wholegrain bread*
*spicy chicken balls*
*fried Fish Balls*

NICE

*here is sum info bout living a healthy life
which rite now im doing none of it

Good rest and sound sleep is very
Important... if u don't sleep well,
The toxic in your body will accumulate..
Affecting your health and your mood...


The main causes of liver damage are:
1. Sleeping too late and waking up too late are the main cause.
2. Not urinating in the morning.
3. Too much eating.
4.. Skipping breakfast.
5. Consuming too much medication.
6. Consuming too much preservatives, additives, food coloring, and artificial sweetener.
7. Consuming unhealthy cooking oil. As much as possible reduce cooking oil use when frying, which includes even the best cooking oils like olive oil. Do not consume fried foods when you are tired, except if the body is very fit.
8. Consuming overly done foods also add to the burden of liver. Veggies should be eaten raw or cooked 3-5 parts. Fried veggies should be finished in one sitting, do not store.

We just have to adopt a good daily lifestyle and eating habits. Maintaining good eating habits and time condition are very important for our body to absorb and get rid of unnecessary chemicals according to 'schedule.'

Because: Evening at 9 - 11pm : is the time for eliminating unnecessary/ toxic chemicals (de-toxification) from the antibody system (lymph nodes). This time duration should be spent by relaxing or listening to music. If during this time a housewife is still in an unrelaxed state such as washing the dishes or monitoring children doing their homework, this will have a negative impact on her health.


Evening at 11pm - 1am : The de-toxification process in the liver, and ideally should be done in a deep sleep state. Early morning 1 - 3am : de-toxification process in the gall, also ideally done in a deep sleep state.

Early morning 3 - 5am : de-toxification in the lungs. Therefore there will sometimes be a severe cough for cough sufferers during this time. Since the de-toxification process had reached the respiratory tract, there is no need to take cough medicine so as not to interfere with toxin removal process.
Morning 5 - 7am : de-toxification in the colon, you should empty your bowel.


Morning 7 - 9am : Absorption of nutrients in the small intestine, you should be having breakfast at this time. Breakfast should be earlier, before 6:30am, for those who are sick. Breakfast before 7:30am is very beneficial to those wanting to stay fit. Those who always skip breakfast, they should change their habits, and it is still better to eat breakfast late until 9 -10am rather than no meal at all. Sleeping so late and waking up too late will disrupt the process of removing unnecessary chemicals. Aside from that, midnight to 4am is the time when the bone marrow produces blood..

Therefore, have a good sleep and don't sleep late.

Monday, June 1, 2009

the verdict is here

result the kuaq

so0 nk wat apa?

Saturday, May 30, 2009

its not dat i want it

frankly i think i need it



see the crack of the edge
totally my faults
new laptop/pc or sumthing
eyeing for mac mini or mac sumthing



heck hope my result is ok
been nervous bout dat
shit
life a lil shit hole sumtimes

Thursday, May 28, 2009

this aint

Sleeping Beauty

do u familiar wif the sleeping beauty story?

u know bout a gurl been curse on her crowning day by dat evil witch
juz bcoz her daddy the king dun wan dat witch to come?
then her daddy burn all those spinning wheel and the three fairies
flora fauna n merryweather to0k her to lived in the tree bark house in the forest
singng away wif those lil bunnies deer n her animals frens
untill one day a gr8 hunky prince came n dance wif her
yadda yadda
the witch found her[where the action begins]
slashing thrusting kissing happens her
erkh not kissing since its suppose to b true lurve kiss aite?
n obviously
THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER

ok
wut it has to do wif me?
bcoz frankily i think im in one!!!!!
hahhahaha
been dancing steps by step inside the woods wif him
but but but the curse....
yeah still hv curse :(
right now
still smitten wif the prince
still in the dancing phase
smitten all by him,,,
he is cute u know :P
my own wolverine
kn kn kn kn syg kn?
tp
tp
tpkn u
cpt laa lega demam,,,,
my life will suck without ue...
lets find our happy ending k......

hurm.,nk jd ur aurora laaa
:P



*bila nk dpt true lurve kiss?*

Saturday, May 23, 2009

BB where the camwhoring begins

DSC_0058

venue : pavi n bb
partners in crime : [accordin to car seating]
fafa syah moise nut n riena
crimes commit : laughing at others
pranking people
staring at other;s
taking to0 much pictures
talking an laughing to0 much dat causes chaos in public

leypaking at bb after watching
nuit at the museum 2[or nuitmare at the museum for fafa]
went out at 8
stuck in traffic a bit
then fafa stuck at long que again
*thanks for dat btw :p*
hv vietnames fo0d at fo0d repulic
*syah mkn byk tp x nk ngaku!*
then
CAMWHORING
with the permission of using D60 from my beloved sista
each of us bring out the photographer in us hahahhahahah
it was fun nuit
n syim n kinut
it would b marvel if u both were there

been the victim of the house right now
esok nk kna g carik cd gerak khas laaa hahhahahhaha
okies
gtg
goin to start my SEP oon monday
duuh :(
lets pray for the besh aite?

ciao~

Thursday, May 21, 2009

sorry

i've been bz
its been like a week of bliss for me
from the crazy ride wif guppies to others hahahha

well holidays hv comes to then end
SEp is juz around d conner
which means lotta work
n early
i mean it
early morning
haish,,,

Sunday, May 10, 2009

i went to AF concert yesterday

nvaa been a big fan of AF
its all lo0ks silly for me
but then,
syah hv extra tix
it was like superb front
n it kinda kewl
so0 y not sumtimes juz break those habits?
verdict:



didnt i lo0k chubby there? dayum!

it was NICE honestly
the sounds there was marvelous
n i was like a meters away from sarimah ibrahim
eventhough i hv no idea bout the competition
a short briefing in the car by mr haikarl
who keeps on tellin me
juz scream airil
which is wut exactly wut i did
*so0 wut he is cute so0 worth my vocal cord*


*haikarl*syah*

well super syah
thanx again for opportunity
n yes it does change my perception about the whole A thingy
n hafiz is cute as a button hahhahaha

besh of luck guys

jump n run!

owh yessss
for my pic in pangkor juz visit my FB
people tag me there hahhahaha

Thursday, May 7, 2009

im a beach gurl tan now!

so0o0 much to0o say
so0o many things had happen in PANGKOR
it was awesome without a doubt
but still a freaking fucking experience
update later
since i need to refill my tummy :P
till then!

Monday, May 4, 2009

bubbyeeeeeeeeeeee

heheh ill b bz for 3 days foward
bz having beach blast at pangkor
dun ever mention the words physsic to me since i hv no idea wut i wrote on the paper since i even forgot the word fricti0n
fuck off
k
nvm...
beach bum mode is totally switched on!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

pouting :3



hahahhaha
suppose to study for physic
but im in my more than 5 mins break now
cant wait for pangkor trip
so0 in lurve with it
since it'll b thesecond time im goin there wif my cohort
*been there b4 wif my family*
cant wait to capture wif my action sampler again
since im so0 missing cacthing weird montion movement
heheh
n obviously for the beach blast
OMG
OMG
OMG
cant wait!!
goin to buy lotta marshmell0w!!
to burn
n playing wif those sands
camwhoring
n ushaing those delicious hot beach bod
muahahhahahah
*evil laugh mode*
so0
right now all i can think about are
>wut to wear
>this crocs or that crocs?
>do i hv enuf time to pack?
*nvm im half packins already :P

huhuhu
pangkor...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

which one is uglier

truth or my face after crying? hahhahaha

*fucking my shuffler keeps repeting those type of s0ng*

wuteva happen
is happen for a reason
n when it happen
we hv to accept it
no matter how heartbreaking or ugly it is aite?

hey,, we could only plan
but god is the one who apptove our plans :D

i'll b fine
must b PMs around the conner
since im so0 suck up emo right now
with big migrain
life is a joy ride
but people do puke sumtimes during joyride aite?
well lemme b those pukin people aite
*winkwink*

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

i wan my future bf to


like watching fo0tball n a hard core MAN u fan
i dun mind waking up to watch fo0tball wif him :(


p/s:
*man u won against arsenal in uefa semi last nuit!!*

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

being the x gf...

hurm
from my observation..
sum of them are bitchy
sum of them r plain sluts
sun of them r irrational
honestly
i dunno which group i belongs to0
im pretty sure i wont:
stalk my ex new gf in order to get him back
*heck i might b crush n burn seing im wif another gurl but i think i hv high self realization dat he moved on so do i
talk her into dumpin him
*frankly i might hate his guts to the max but i do believe each of us hv certain qualites n i know he does n he did deserve to lead a normal life
contacting my ex so0 he can qaurell wif his new gf
*obviously wont do that simply it would b suck n i think i hv higher self respect than that,, i was like hates those type of people,.. like omg get over him get a life if u still missing him spread it in ur blog or tweet bout it or sumthing but
NEVER LET HIM KNOW DAT U NEED HIM

i may act like a lil bitch towards my ex
*so0 wut he started it n he is a jerk,, k fine he lost his hp hv sum empathy ermaaaaaa
but i know i hv rights n never go beyond that
i tormatted him but only in my blog
refuse to talk about his fo0lishness wif other people links us...
but i think overall im not dat annoying
am i?
i dun go to his face n kick his nuts or sumthing right
i still befrens wif his fren
talking to his group with him acting like a wall flower
but i dun really make his life a livin hell [well not much btw]
kn?
im not dat bad ex gf
im quite nice btw
aite?
wut do u think?

my dinner's



flirting wif those kdah boys + bihun sup camp0q + cute convict-lo0ked alike photographer n frens = a very happy n full moise :P

all i hv to put on the table:
lil hair flip
smile a lot
girlish giggles
eye contact
my ability to talk in kedah accent
[LoL]*it is kinda weird n yeah me myself felts weird*

walllaaaa

a very wonderfull dinner tyme!

Monday, April 27, 2009

ive been voted out

bcoz i juz ask didie 2 format my lexxy n im hvin hard time findin the software since i dun know whre it was now..
threfore
no wireless dvice
no quizin in fb
joy!
thank god 4 my phone
still
it arent pc
mummy
in case my lexxy is broken
can i hv mac mini?
dats all i wan for now
owh yeah
im in the mist of examination fume
hell ya it is contagious :p
toddless bitch!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

better dun


click me

been blog walking n sees it,, quite nice :P
but x pyh laa open
hahhahahahahahha
seriously
i never knew how
even after 2 bf :P
so0o0o0 don worry,,
i totally don bite :P

RUNAWAY

im in the mo0d for this song :P

Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kinda days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself,
Don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning
Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself,
Don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
life is so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

Runaway Runaway……[x4]

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

wut m i gonna do?

27th april :



1st may :


but
how a bout exam?

Sunday, April 19, 2009

IMMA

back in klsince yesterday
kl still suck as usuall
my throat is better
but my coughing hv gone bad
done with my sc asgmnt
now off to go to revision class
BORINK
but kl not dat suck
huhuhuhuhu
*smitten*
ok
ciao~

Friday, April 17, 2009

its not finger lickin go0d since



it kinda inappropriate to dat thre
its like muslim version of kfc...
lke i think they are dead serious bout dat
as i told didie earlier
*jaa would b thrill to b there
*must b naj naj fav hang out place back in alor star
muahahhahahah
see the pic ok b4 accusing me into another
political ambush :P

1-the crowd there were like them


2-the also hv jeely ice cream mind you!

3-i packed my lefover :P the worker there r nice

4-they hv garden salad picture but dun hv it in the menu!

5-mind you they hv wi-fi but i juz can get through,, so0 much for tweeting while eatin


so0o0 when ever u happen to b in kedah[alor star]
do stop by if u want
if i were you,, i will
but i go n find another place later...

Thursday, April 16, 2009

to people

im bored so0o0
please tag me people im bored :(

i dun wan to play doctor-nurse ok,,,, especially wif u :(



bcoz i KINDA
flesh my boobs at my doctor today..
its not intentionally,..
ok it accidently
like i knew he gonna slip up my tudung n do lugs check
i means my problem are is throat,,,
so i was wearing my pdi very low cut top
since i i got like none to wear today,,
yes
i am ashamed of myself
thank you
don ask me y please
to make it worst
he was like used to work wif my mum
n they keeps on talking in the ro0m after the check up
i was like
there r pe0ple outside
n im so0 goin to commit suicide after diz,,
please
please
please

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

im so glad i found you

love being around you
you make it easy....

k fine,,, im in lurve wif diz vids,,
like omigosh
so0 sweet n simple
straight from the heart thingy,,,



please watch it
puhless
puhless
its so0 darn sweet...

its only one word two say three words four you...

awwwwwww

Monday, April 13, 2009

more reason y i have to watch wolverin

other than being a xmen freak who copied gambit
n crash others tumbler at skul
n told my crush dat i wish i hv kitty superpower
or powdered my hair wif talcum powder so i lo0ks like rouge
this is my need reason:



need i say more?

Saturday, April 11, 2009

i was laughing like injured hyena

perak
*click to enlarge*

after doin diz quiz on FB
freaking fuacking result i might add
muahhahahahhahaha
L.O.L

OMG!!



i suppose to b one of the winner for confession of shopaholic preview last month!!!
i didnt know bout it
juz found out juz now after about a month later!!!!
click here to view
OMG
kinda speechless
it wa slike years since i won anything in contest :(

Friday, April 10, 2009

its officially over

my last sem in ipik,,,
its already lik 4 yers im here
like OMG time past by like a blink
a meaningul blink that is...
full of ups n down,,,
seriously
still remember the furst day i arrvee
fresh from sbh huhuhu
wif unbareable luggage hahah
i thot aman was my hostel [its a boy's hostel..solely :P]
went back to my ro0m
160
n found out dat my ro0mate was my skulmate[ok pe0ple devaour it i know u guys like diz part :P]
meeting riena [i lurve ur tudung hunny :))]
fuzz join me a week after dat [yeay!!]
then meeting more pe0ple
get close wiff my didie
went to putra jaya
went back don stuff
lotta stuff
huhuhu
years past by
i getting close wif my cohort 4
getting used wif the rooutine
practice dramatization, pigmalion
study study
is it?
hving blast wif more stuff
all i can say cohort 4 is the outside job cohort:P
tesl day
english camp
conference
all involving other peeps from other jab or college
it was fun aite??

my cohort 4
eventhough we r our own self
while typig this
im similing
bcoz i felt likei worked wif everyone of u
n i treasure every momoents:D
yeah
it is
ONE BAND ONE SOUND ONE FAMILY kn?
[in each family there will b inside conflict n civil war :P]
hahahah

yesterday
our beloved kak som
huhu our cafe auntie treats us wif nasi lemak
i was this close to cry
*my finger is emphasizing the THIS part *

ok
all i can say
it is a very amzing experience
wif all lecturers wif many2 style n attitude
you guys will b missed :D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

its d time again

soo i'll b pissing off
pressin my laptop agaisnt my womb
n start putting lotta tea tree oil on my pimples!!!
others
beware!!!
i'll bite!!

Monday, April 6, 2009

i wish i'll be

1- capture nad kidnap in the tent with this wizard like kingdom of dream [juditch mcnuaght but he;s a duke not a wizard]


nicholas rogers is yummy

2-be rescued by my knight in shinnin armor like him :



King romualdo [kim rossi stuart]

isnt it a perfect fairy tale?
all i hv to b is the pwetty princess wif animated animals fren
but animals not quite likes me
:(
nvm
im settle for now :P

oppsssieee

i scream mahesh mahesh mahesh in the lab diz afterno0n when one indian guy walks through
tht he might ignore that
but then he walked back
OMG
im such a jht gurl :P
so0o0rrrrrrryyyyyyyy



still in mahesh fever :P

Saturday, April 4, 2009

O>M>G

wut am i thinking?

i was blogwalking juz now
n found sumthing pukeworthy? ok wuteve~
n bump into jerk's blog
hahha i didn read it when i realive the user name is his..
i open it bcoz the blogname n user seems so0 feminine yeah seriously
i tot its another my coursemate blog but its a gurl blog
mayjah serious
langsung x tipu

i didnt read it
bcoz when i open it
it was like givng out that aura
i was like all shivering out
*okey alil to dramatic but who cares?*
talk to my fren about n n he read it for me
n he said theres nuthing
so0o dun care
juz wondering
*did he publicly curse me like i did to him? but my blog is private n like 12 peeps can only get through it
*y he put such a sissy name? manisan?LIke OMG r u gay? now even gay guys knoe its to0 cheesy r u drag now?
*layout? nt kewl ;r u turning nerdy now?

owh well
its a mistery dat i won bother to solve :P
one thing
can i hv pachiko? i miss him terribly~~

Friday, April 3, 2009

guess how many time tina asked me for didie's number??

5 times!!



does she knows that there is application in her hp dat
can extract phone number from inbox to phone bo0k??

i have a sister who

wont take me to eat whole meatball at ikea
juz bcoz she wants to b at um last day BORINK

wont take me to eat din sum

only wanna go out wif when her frens was not around

NOT fair

i wanna go to ikea
i wanna eat meatballs
i wanna buy stuff!!!!!

i'm bored
n
i
want
meatball
n
d'am cake!!!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

dear daddy and mommy

im actually miss u guys
y u didnt return any of my calls?
dats very saddening :(

done wif my simulatd
n most part of asgmnt
juz one left for sc
and workshop next thursday
also been bz preparing stuff for tea party on tuesday
haisyh
buzZing bz weekend
still cant go back home :(
but im goin back on 12th april yeah it was like another 10 days to come
missing those lil people who makes me cry or hurt :P
n my parents
yeah
it felts weird
for not talking to 'em :(

Monday, March 30, 2009

i'm felt a lil bit

happy

sad
flirty
confius
glad
worried

Sunday, March 29, 2009

dear daddy

im turning 22
n i dun need my sister or brother to check on me
*who happens to b as bad as me oppsie xcusemoise actually worst than me!*
bcoz i know wut i'm doing
thanx for making me finacialy limp
*during the period i need to pay for my trip great timing dad!!*
owh well
i can ask from mum :P
know wut
im such a butthead
i heard ma said i get it from u :P

Saturday, March 28, 2009

its been a whirl wind day



its mahesh

one of the hottest n talented malaysian actor
mahesh jugal kishor,,
google his name later :P
its been a lovely film
watch it wif my carzy housemate n didie
didie slot off in the middle for jumaat prayer
n caught up later wif his significant others

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wacth shopaholic later wif faizal
n yup
unfortnately got a call from my dad
around 8
asking my where being
it was like
the first time since 3 years of living by my own outsite college
i was scold for not being at home
quite confiusing
n heartbreaking since i was like
always being go0d gurl
i've been bz this past few weeks
n the nuit i went out
i got caught?
talking about how unlucky i am
thank god for my undersatnding sister s
it going to b fine i guess
wuteve~