i'm felt a lil bit

happy

sad

flirty

confius

glad

worried

dear daddy

im turning 22
n i dun need my sister or brother to check on me
*who happens to b as bad as me oppsie xcusemoise actually worst than me!*
bcoz i know wut i'm doing
thanx for making me finacialy limp
*during the period i need to pay for my trip great timing dad!!*
owh well
i can ask from mum :P
know wut
im such a butthead
i heard ma said i get it from u :P

its been a whirl wind day

its mahesh

one of the hottest n talented malaysian actor
mahesh jugal kishor,,
google his name later :P
its been a lovely film
watch it wif my carzy housemate n didie
didie slot off in the middle for jumaat prayer
n caught up later wif his significant others

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wacth shopaholic later wif faizal
n yup
unfortnately got a call from my dad
around 8
asking my where being
it was like
the first time since 3 years of living by my own outsite college
i was scold for not being at home
quite confiusing
n heartbreaking since i was like
always being go0d gurl
i've been bz this past few weeks
n the nuit i went out
i got caught?
talking about how unlucky i am
thank god for my undersatnding sister s
it going to b fine i guess
wuteve~

its a superb weekend

hope so0 :D
huhuhuhu
two movie im craving to watch
1) talentime obviously!!! my fren nana[she works as movie reviewer] said it was a must watch movie.. so0 wut else? im always b yasmin ahmad film lover so0 no bigge i'll b there dear * manesh is uber go0dlo0king been waitin for it since the making of the flim i read her blog yup2 i am a geek deal with it :P *
2)he is not so into
allaaa bilaa nk sampai snie nie!!!
not goin back
eventhoug im missing thos elil munchkin teribbly,,
goin back on revision week!! more time yuho0o0
been bz wif stuff
farewell party
trips
asgmnt
workshop
n all

k yall
nuit

i think laa kn

i hv soft spot to srwakian laa
always tend to like swakian laa
dari dlu2 lg,,,
haisyh~~
jauh seyh~

pastu kn
pastu kn
i think i hv crush on my fren's bf
aiyo0o0 *slap my head*
x nk jumpa dorg lg laa after diz
susah n guilty
aiyaaa
man y u hv to b so darn attractive?
ok
it juz a crush
get over ur self!!

dear mr sadas

n mdm lee n pn rawr
u know the whole cohort 4 hearts u guys?
n also mdm che mah n mdm rafidah
bcoz u guys is simply da besh
eventhough our aasgmnt usually without guidelines
but heck dats ok :D
we'll made it!!!!!!
n now we know how our pismp fren can score much batter than us :D

its been like a heck day
yeah i dun really lurve sc classs
bc0z i think im not gud at it [first]
mdm ruzainin seem to dismotivates us [second]
sc people got intimate n people keeps asking me question i dun really wan to answer[THIRD and MOST ANNOYING]
yeah im to0 annoying for gurls my size
so0 if i to0 annoying
y dun u guyz juz ignore me
lemme b in my lil freakish world
i dun mind
serious
MAJOR SERIOUS

*i kinda my workshop skull poeple no zuma or anjin in radar joy*

dear mr marx im still urs

suppose doing my socio asgmt but heck dun care yet
later~
huhu wuteva it is
im still supporting conflict theory by karl marx!!!
conflict does changes thing

this is uber cute

my fren gimme diz link
superb cutelaaa

click here pe0ple

haisyh

dunno y
juz read a blog of a fren
self evaluate
then sumhow
i think i'm overeacting over one fuss
mayb due the fact i havent read the email
but i think the content will b as bullsht as b4
haisyh,,,,
[well doesnt mean he was tallkin bout u erma,stop being to0 self conscious ok!]
well
calling people names like anjin n stuff is arent s0o0 nice aite
but he did act like one
n never seems to b sorry for it..
haisyh,,,

like seriously
i dun mind people don like me anymore
*like who did previously sweety hahah*
well
im fine wif dat
i'll live :D
stop giving craps bout others now
i think
haisyh....

from tiny winny to largie large~~

went out to meet wif frenz
way back from primary skul
it was like 10 years ago
yup2
so0 much fun
sumhow
i didnt recognise sum of them
but wuddaheck
lets reintroduced
aite??
btw thanx to evry one
fawwaz
nana n her bo0 uzair
munzir!! [yeay diana]
zainul
n marina
hahhaha

postponed my socio
so0 can chillz a bit
tata
all

i mayb high maintanance

but i wasnt fucking materialistic
thank you

yes
i like guys
but no worries
if u dun hv cars but i like u enuff
u can b my boifren
i dun gv a damn bout that
im rich enuff ok!!
i can use public transportation
thank u
n i have bro n sis wif cars *see the s there? yup2 its plural!!* here
thank you

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do you like hot dog dat watch national geographic?
i know one
hahahahah

diz is a very sarcastic post dat i manage to create during my physic class
i lurve me

yes i am very grumpy today
fucking annoyed wif everything
dun think its pms since i juz done my menstrual period of the month
hurm
mayb its da fact
dat i dun want to attend class today
n im so0 freaking dizzy
haisy............
need to think bout my physic thingy
really really need to work hard
for exam later :(

ciao~

yes i am

GRUMPY

so0 buzz off

flu flu go away come again sum other day

done with bigger portion of my assgmnt
so0 better focus[?] on my examination later [? r u sure?]
well thats when revision week come in handy
[? r u sure ? rent u got plan for revision week?]

owh well
im not keeps getting better
got fluenza epidemic over here
hahahah
goin to meet my mum tonite
cuddle tight on her...
miss her so0 much
n obviously chances to eat those big healhty
hearty meal
muahahhaha
cant wait
well better go now
my frenz is waiting donwstair to eat
yup2
skip classes again today
im feeling so0 underweathered
so0o0
better stay home
n dash to c my mommy later :D
heheh gtg
tata

p/s : kish me thru the phone hunny :*

movie review : my ex bf is a dog

its no official yet
but im been bz collecting all the material through out the time..
yeah,,
n its kinda alot now
so0 mayb later i made it
this story is a bout how a nice boy who
turn out to b a jerk to his gf..
the more jerkish he is
the more doggish he become
omg sound familiar
yaa it is like SHaggY dog
but mine is like adapting it wif my own experience wif
more character such as a tyroidpiggy frens
animals frenz
n more


this post stricly a sarcastic post
yes i wont made any movie of such things
but doesnt change the fact that
he's so0 fuck up juz now

in lurve wif diz song

taylor swift

picture to burn

totally in lurve wif her right now!

thinking of that

youre like the indian summer
in the middle of summer
like a hard candy
ith the suprise center
he kissed my lips
i taste ur mouth...
katy perry
thinking of u

i felt like missing sumthing
but duuno wut
harsh
life works in very very mysterious way....
hurm,,,
felt like living in double life right now
doesnt even felt like this is my life
doesnt feel right
no more mistakes
everything got postponed
can my life get postponed
so0o0 i can sit down n realise n think through about it?
its improve efficency aite??

i feel so0o untouched
how can i forget u
go crazy from the moment i meet u
the veronica untouched

again
*sigh*

n now im hungry

really2 hungry
n tired
whihc i kinda hate
since i need to sleep
but zero knowledge inside my head
like
omG
im such a lazy ass gurl
owh well

toddles

*been using 'owh well' to0 much lately hurm...

there's always rainbow at the end of a storm

like today!!
im so0o0 fucking annoyed wif dat wut-so-gr8-about-me fendy,
like OMG
so0o annoying
rs mcm nk tampaq jaaa
plus dat jerkluke
omg
totally made in heaven
org hiprocrite macam tuh

then after a long hard core day
im home
n resting
n showered
then...
chadsx call
haahahhaa
at least sumone pleasent is here
dat reminds me of persons
that actually being nice n care for me
not those
hipocrite narrow minded people

go
to
hell

*yes my dear doreen i do curse a lot :D oppssiee sorry*

it even better the second time!!

went to watch marley n me twice!!
first wif faizal
n second wif kak hanim n the whole potato bunch [guppies hahaha]
at MBO ampang

its a heart warming stories about our everyday life and how the lil things such as pets could actually support it,...
superb sweets
i cried
both time [lesser at 2nd time :P]
i wish i hv a hubby like john grogan
but lo0ks like Sabastian Turner :P
hahahha *its eric dane ok!*
now i understand why i got no 1 spot instead of Benjamine Button~

go team jennifer :D

sassy moise

did sum personality test

here's wut i got

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

awwwwwww
im uber cute :P
marry me now :P

a lil bit of preparation

went out wif fuzzy today
haha
helpin her out wif her english asgmnt
then off to ikea to meet
fafa turkey n riena BMI +naemMUJE and bubu *fafa's lil sis*

here's a few of item i plan to buy *or ask my mummy to buy it*
for my new ro0ms in alang's house



clipboard for my future notes *or bills or receipt or luv letter hahhaahh*



pweety flowery side table for pweety me :D



imma lion the white witch and my new wardrobe



its either diz biggie bed



or this princessy cradle for deary moise *

yeah,, dats all i think
boought my dreamy sheep skin throw over already
its juz 79!!!!! *regular price 169 so0 u do the maths k*

wut is d colour?

life is colourful...
so0 is my mouth
my speech usually very very colourful
yup2
i curse a lot
even if u are hitting on me
if i find u pukeworthy
b ready
u might regret the day u saw my face
seriously
bcoz for me
word i used is colourful
y?
bcoz im a freak who can curse
n compliment people..
i can make u blush
n i can make u embarassed
i do
since i was young
dats y my sis usually pinch me
hard

i curse
bcoz the way to relief my anger
i know
men's don like their lady to curse
so0 wut
if u can say much worst words in front of me
who do i hv to respect u wif finer words
i curse
at least i choose more classy words
the worst i will say bout u is
suck,babi,anjin,jerk and slut
n yeah
i do refer to my self as a bitch
at least irealise
im such a pain in the ass sumtimes
heck nobody ever is purrfect
so0 do i
usually
my cursing words is purplish black
bcoz for me
the colour of darness
usually is that colour
bitch alil lighter
sumtime bitch is pink
since its a go0d bitch
slut?
totaly black

i do compliment things
bcoz if very open
i firm on wut i wan
wut i like
n wut i totally dispite
i juz dun care
yes
im impossible
but if u find the right way to negotiate wif me
im not dat difficult u knoe

well
i dunno
wether im happy r n0t rite now...
i juz dunno
u can buy me diamond
u can buy me flower
but if i dun like you
i wyill throw it in front of ur face hunny
so0o0 don try so0 hard to make like u
stop it

haish.............
hurm.....
know wut?
i might hv to stop to listen to guy's music
u know
the rockie thingy
i like it
but sumtimes its to0 plastic
bczo i know
nobody will fall for me for second time like fall for you
or accept my bitchiness like just da gurl
or will wait forever for me [simple plan]
mayb i juz should stick to taylor switf mournin her JO bro lost
or how better girls are like katy perry said
and how gr8 i am like avril always said?
stop living in my own fairytale drama
bcoz there will b no prince in shinnin armor
or messy cute guy plating guitar on my doorstep
its alll bogusss
*tipo0 ajew*
aite??

hurm,,,,
sh0uld i ask ms amyzar
how is her life
being old and single
but lo0ks like she still hving a lotta fun
nine west shoes
mng jeans
esprit clucth?
mcm besh jew
but
isnt it incomplete
not able to hv a chance of being a wife
not able to feed ur own baby wif ur own milk
hormones baby
talking about hormones here
haihsssss

dh
tata

hari hujan tgk jantan :D

its da sports day...
plan off not gooin
but cancel it d last minutes
since hawa the po0ddle really take our attendance very seriously
*suck padahal we still hv to replace classes.bdk maktab x g kering jew tgk,,,HAMBAR*
well nvm
sumbody is working today
so0o0 nk tgk him in action :P

n so0o0
its da track event
mula2 jew
bauk dh get in action
but he loses
like OMg so0o0 wut?
he once a sportman mind u :
*n i was the one who is in duty to gv out the tr0phy.OMg rs besh sgt*
but still h0t to the max
then abg boy get in action
OMg dia amat hot
n we was like
"go abg b0y"
with the biggest grin on our face and don forget the puupy dro0ling face lo0k
hahhahahahhah
we r such a SUCKER f0r cute guys
then it was rain
not juz pouring
but was like cats n dogs rain
so0 ran to b.Ed n communique stall
n leypak there with the rest of cohort 4,, near kspk stall
n thre a abg who play magic tricks on us,,
very2 funny
n told us sum kura2 story
which is so0o darn funny!!
n yeay
Abg boy went there to0
for shelter
n we all wre like
awwwwwwww
u take our heart awk wif ur wink abg boy.......
hahhahahah
ok' dats all for my sports day
it wasnt much bout the sport
its about the team spirit
off cute guys
or hot bod
marvelouse butt
owh well
i dun care :P

p/s
tomorow is holiday
but actually im done wif dat asgmnt
welll
once a gud gurl
forever a gud gurl :P
or tukang tekan slide :P
hahahhaha

its a hello dolphininie!!!

OMG

i was like uber lurving it~
i always facinated wif albino stuff
albino people
albino tiger
albino dolphine!!
n its pink like omg!!
*pig is naturally pink either its albino or not i no,,i dun heart piggy ok?*trying to b a lil sensitive :P*

click here to read the article

well its one of Allah swt creation...
things, people animals tree are made different from each other
n it is very interesting
isnt it?????

life's suck

and when life's suck
u go to eat your heart out
then you stll content
still not so0 happy
so0 u keep eating
then u'll get fat
n when u get fat
u get more depress
and more
and more

people keeps lo0king at ur butt
njot bcoz its sexy
bcoz it;s enormous
n i personally hate it
since u'll bump ervrything when u walkin in the crowd

g0sh
omg
i dun wan to b obese
i juz
sad
n i lurve swee stuff to0 much


>i gain weight n im not happy<