ahaaaaaaa

lets start this entree wif curse
lots of curse

fucking annoying bcoz its really suck!

whoever thought hvin gurls is easy
no its not
if u are married
i advice u
concieve a BOY
bcoz all i should do after 5 years
buy bikes
gv money
set curfew
they might broke it
but who cares
set up punishment later

u nva worried about
getting pregnant
kidnapp
cat fight

having 3 older sister
IS A PAIN IN ASS

its kinda fucking annoying when
they all concern about u
freaking fuckin annoyin
can u juz let me learn from my mistakes?
let me do one mistakes!

its fucking annoying i tell u
since they rather spend times worrying about u moving in wif stranger more than their phd thesis
or ur boyfren back ground more than they having one

for goodness sakes
let me learn it!
u got ur moment
n u've finish it
let me hv my moment!


fuck fuck fuck fuck

im past 21
its fucking my call!

its not like i dun love u

it juz im having a hard time consuming it

:(

its my fault
i deserve it
but being yell out
from u for the first time
is heartbreaking
changing my views on u
when u talk to me
i had goosebumb
cold hands

bcoz i really scared

scared to death

i know it wasnt intentional
n u apologizing
but
its creeps out of me
im sorry
i love u
but im scared of u
its d one thing u've done
but it gv
major impact

juz gv me time to re adjust
i love u
soo much

thank you

when sumone u love die

at least the love is still there
eventhough the body is gone
but
u know
the spirits n soul still loving you

how about when they still here
u can hear them
touches them
just the body
but u know
the love wasnt there
feels like the mutual feeling
adult responsibility
self respect n respect towards others
care
love
tenderness
wasnt there anymore

thank god im over 21
graduates
moves out
celebrating holiday alone
isnt it less heartbroken?

no matter

how hard
how sincere
i could neva be the good one

always b the one problematic one
the disturbed one
the stupid one

n will ever b that way

no matter how far u step up
build up
i could nevar b the better one

maybe i should just stop trying

yeah
maybe in the future
i build up my family
the nuclear family
when i gets old
plis leave me in retirement home
i'll b fine