Friday, June 17, 2011

lets pretend baby

that you've just met me
and i never seen you before

and i wanna falls in love with you again
i dont have to try, it so easy
who needs to pretend?

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

i might steal your clothes and wear them if they fits me

KUALA TERENGGANU

i know i might feels miserable there when i reach there
but i kinda love goin there
i love the journey with him
i love the time we spent on the sand
i love it when he took me to go and eat something he love
bcoz i love spending time with him :)

goin there on 17th june
hope to be home before 22nd
mummy is back
i miss her soo much :(
i miss home
i love my home
i love being there

Monday, June 13, 2011

last post 15 feb 2011

bwahahahah it was waaaayy to long
im bored
finally done wif my 6 years of study
passed my final
now need to pay up n show up for my
FREAKING GRADUATION DAY

reading through the tweets
reflecting my past
eliminating facts that annoyed me
yeah im fine
got lotta things to talk about
lets start with LIFE LOVE and DEVELOPMENT

ive been in relationship like many many times
since primary school *lets say im very fastbloomer*
it is not love
it is relationship
real simple
no biggie
still friends with him until now
stilll hangin out with him when we both back in town
until...
my fiance say no
i was like
hurm.... talk to him bout it later

secondary school
these is the period for me of growing up
still have my baby dressing up weirdly
*not appriciate it at all*
my first boyfriend hurm form 5 i think
yup
we share same name :P met at the camp
hey im cute wokay!
hahah still friend and he is big now
like real big

1st real relationship
wow
history a made for us to learn aite
not saying much bcoz people might assume im still in love with him or whatever *puke
i turn bitter after this relationship
maybe because sense of betrayer and others seems to think im the wrong one
i dont really care but i just want people who assume im the acid n turn into the bad character something to ponder on
"i might b bitchy and express my discomfort /opinion freely, but have i ever act orsays something stupid that creates the whose chaotic atmosphere? did i ever ask you guys for opinion? and if you guys gv some do i bluntly rejected that?"
please before pointing finger, please analyze me and his behaviour, pick which u prefer i dont gv a damn "

2nd real relationship *owh no we engaged now weeeeeeee*
before i starts this relationship after 1 year i think is it? i've been playing around the fields
and i found one on the most un-expected place
i dnt really count on it at first
but his determination ,and the way he treated me change all that
yeah my mum n sis kinda against it at first
as rebel as i am
i was like who cares:P
he made me happy :)
things grows bigger and better
maybe because we dont try hard,
we grown up together
learning bout each other
what i really like about him
he doesnt hate my ability of instant changing of facial expression
hahahhahahah he knows me
he pampered me
well i pampered his as well because he is like a sick kitten
n i love him
n his mom love me :P
and i love trganus food :P

based on experiences and collective comments bout my relationship
most of my bf usually
a)pampered me maybe im such a manja girl and they continue doing that
b) shower me lotta of their state speciality foods -kopok lekor,jeruk,ikanpekasam
c)as annoying as i am, they usually didnt ignore me, a'aa kn even when we broken up the awkward period, they at least replied my text hurm,, wif my fiance , longest time of no speaking*cold war i call it cold war* is 2 days, communication is vital for me, because IF U DOESNT LOVE ME PLEASE AT LEAST TELL ME BOUT IT
when u didnt call or answer i will think u 1)die 2)lost your phone and i always hv 2 so u can hv 1
d)just dont be mean to me, bcoz i will b better bitch than you, honestly you really dont like it when i hate you because my words are vicious

yeah i grow up
leaving my cohort with longer list of people i wish i do not see their face anymore than people i will invite to my wedding list
bcoz growing up
makes u athinker
you will choose to be around people who gv positive energy to you
why would u waste your time pretending liking those other people
because once u reach school
you will hv another soo shorter the list of people to b nice with
because u hv longer period and place to fill in