alhamdulillah

grantitude to allah swt the almighty :D
in asked my fren mael to check out the assesment marks and sub of the final result
alhamdulillah
even thought its not 4 flat [like heck i ever think of it hahah x pnah rs nk 4 flat hahhaha]
but alhamdulillah
its not dat bad
it average
boley mantain last sem result kot
ntah arr bcoz its juz a pre
its not da verdict yet
s0o far so0 go0d
alhamdulillah
eventhough i spent m0st of the sem
mourning
crying
cursing
hating
sleeping
and obviously pay so0 lil attention to my study
i think ok kot
ntah arrr
child psycho n ccts blum dpt
dpt nyer fail
MY GOSH
* bak kt shawn x per nnt repeat sm2 kt um*

juz alhamdulillah
mayb all those
ups n down
obsticle
had given me a path to find
my tru self
yup2
i neva knew i could b diz tough
i always thot im such a whinny spoilt lil gurl
which everything always go the way i wan
well
its not
he did teach me the bitter side of life
dat we cant get every lil thing dat we want
yup2
im not dat tough at first
but fendy did tell me
no matter how hard it is
do not show him how sad u r
nva cry in front of him
show him how strong u r
yup2
which i did
but i went bck to my ro0m or toilet n cry my heart out
muahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahhahaha
silly
silly
erma

yup2
im erma
always b silly erma
notty erma
crazy erma

hehehhehe
like it or not :P

im juz being me