this is strictly g0es to u mr luqman

k
if u wanna break up with me
i'm t0tally fine n0w
i learn t0 face the fact dat
i cant make u l0ve me

but
y d0 u have t0 av0id me
i'll try my besh t0 make everything w0rk
but i cant see a lil eff0rt fr0m u
so0
i dun wan t0 force u anym0re

if u felt like a burden t0 u to help me bout lexxy  thingy
 its ok
juz said so0
but
 why when i asked u r u h0nestly wanna help me
u said u d0??
but then i heard dat u felt like i'm burdening u?

seriously luq
wut else d0 u wan??????????????????????
tell me

i tell u wut i want
i wan t0 settle diz
s0 that diz m0nday
 i can feel better
i dun hv t0 feel weird lo0kin at u or hearing ur v0ice
u said we can b fren
rite?
 but if this is wut u meant by being fren??
ur tw0 years of standard one is uselessssssssssss
learn bout frenship m0re k~~

plzz luq
its all dat i asking 4

asgment m0de

w0ke t0day
thinking its still thursday
 but,,,,,,,,,
hey
 its friday~~~~~~~~~~
which means
i hv juz another 3 days t0 complete my asgment
g0t all the stuff but havent start anything yet

piaget
piaget
piaget
 i dun believe in ur the0ry
i believe in b.f skinner :P

n vyg0tsky
i kinda agree wif u
a bit
sy mlaih~

owh
 here's my v0w

x nk kuaq sh0ppin in this 3 days peri0d~~
plz
x nk
x nk

 bc0z i juz wanna stay at h0me
n d0 my asgment
n cry mayb[n0te dat]

owh
 btw t0days is our 15 m0nth anniversery
hurm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

yeah dear
single life's not dat baad
 i kn0e
i've been there b4
but f0r now
 ntah laaa
his gh0sht still haunt me i think

my previous bl0g

currently reading my past bl0ggin at xfresh my g0sh
t0tally byk,,,,
it seems like i'm darn ready t0 let him go
it was like 7 m0nth ag0
but now...
n0t really
but hey
love is letting go
[hre's my previous p0st like 7 m0nth ago~]

i'm g0in t0 rerg myself t0morr0w,,
wif0ut 0ne of my guppies,,, wh0 went h0me bc0z her dad juz pass away
with0ut a b0yfriend,, bc0z he d0esnt respect me de t0 his undyin sisterho0d wif a frenz 0f mine whic i myself intr0duce her t0 him,,
life full of shit sumtimes aite...

nvm,, i'm a big gurl..
i dun need a man t0 be pretty
i dun need his sh0ulder t0 cry 0n anym0re bc0z i;m d0ne wif dat..
i hate his guts 0f ign0rin me
i hate my self bc0z i fell f0r him,,
i'm n0t da same 0ld gurl anym0re
i need t0 b t0ugh in order t0 face diz cruel lil w0rld,,,
wut da heck,,,
bf?? i'm g0in t0 fine a new 0ne,,,
m0re cuter
m0re h0tter than him,,
i'm g0in t0 ign0re him f0r da rest 0f my life,..
i hate him,,
i cried a l0t bc0z of him...
i hate him f0r makin me cry again,,, n0w,,,

my lexxy is g0ing crazy~

my lexxy its n0t sexy anym0re
first
it c0ntain l0tta virus
sec0ndly
the cd driver is l0ose
y???
i dunn0~~
maybe bc0z it fell yesterday m0rning at the airp0rt
but hey its inside da lapt0p beg dat g0t padded stuff~~
so0o0 sad.....
seriously
so0o0 studid diz lexxy
n0e wut? da virus had attack da system
gr8
its extra sl0w n0w
eventhough its 1g
n duo core
stupid right?
on the t0p of it~~
 everytime i'll try t0 0pen opera
there'll b a bubble 
'cann0t supp0rt"
sial~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
its duo core 4 gudness sake~~
even nut's celer0n can supp0rt opera
limewire?
heh t0tally n0t working~~
my lexxy n0w is mute as a mice~~~
seriously~~
really need to fix it~~
but hey
 i got asgment t0 submit diz m0nday~~~~~~~~~~
gr8
gr8
gr8
 
so0 next time if u found a familiar lo0king gurl crying on da str8
screaming
tr0jan[ala lucy in sweeney t0d]
yeah
 d0 st0p by n buy me starbuck k~
i like caremal frappu wif cinnam0n p0wder thank you

da tablue picha~

remember i pr0mised u dat i'll p0st da tablue pitcha i to0k at the klpac open day??
 here -->



[n0te t0 my self=erma n0 matter h0w happy r u
st0p smilin like a senile cat
its ugly~]

i thought they r g0ing like t0 email it pers0nally t0 me
buttttttt
guess wut???

they r to0 lazy
 they juz send me da link t0 their picasa album~~
heh
malaih~~~

huhu nvm

 juz found out bout da tablue act0rs

actually they r bunch of student like me
but perf0rming art student
n0t a tesl student [d'oh~]
they r in the oral stage club [check them out in facebo0k http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=5070107265]
they f0rm diz club like a year b4?
n0t sure bout dat but seriously i d0 hv fun taking pictha wiff'em
n there r very talented
 they are like freezing like 3 mins 4 da tablue
[kinda co0l bc0z they can w0rk in klpac~~~ i really heart dat place]

k
 u might keep asking
wut da heck she's talking bout tablue??
its pr0nounce as tab.low
its a french w0rd btw
it a freeze frame of any scene in da play 4 bl0cking
bl0cking-a part/movement of actor so0 dat d audience didnt catch a glimpse of their butt during da play.
tablue is use by da direct0r during da rehearsel s0o that the audience could see da wh0le play [facial expressi0n,gesture etc]

k
 i juz mumbling away~~
i kn0e~~~
but i like mumbling :P
hahhahah

wuteva
 catch u later alligat0r~

i'm back~~

yeah,,
i'm back in kl...
went sh0ppin juz n0w
juz bought a lil sumthing 4 ma self
n my mum,,,
dats alll
retail theraphy??
a lil bit help,,,,
hurm,,,
 wish my self da best...
erma
 b str0ng

d update~~

huhu i kn0w,, i said until 6th  aite?? but juzz to0 much t0 p0ur~~
k satrting wif da day i left f0r kdh~
it was 31st aite??
hurm wut happen?? yeah,, da wh0le mcD bias thingy at klia~
yeah
 b0ys n gurls
 d0 not
i repeat
d0 n0t go n eat mc d at klia
y?
 1- its expensive-better u buy at klsentral 1st
 2- the w0rkers there?
 bIAS AGAINST LoCAL~~~~~~~
i was standing there like 2 mins wif tw0 lapt0p bag
waiting 4 d cashier
 but da minute dat f0reigner sl** came
 the cashier appeared ~~
wut da shit is dat
 n i was standing there da wh0le time~
wut da s**t is dat??
 k fine da cashier is hot but n0 manner??
 mine u~~
 u r w0rking n pr 4 gudness sake???
then i was like *sacarsticly* bias agaist l0cal arent u? t0 da cashier n he was juz sheepishly smiling
[hey i was like tired n angry n t0tally n0t in a gud m0od,, ur cute smile?? didnt w0rk here baby~]
then when he gv me my order,, s0rry erkh kak[kakak??? hey u??? i'm only 20!!]
usually i will sweetly smile *its ok* hell n0
 i juz left[i was very c0ld lately aite?]

then i left f0r langkawi
n0te diz
I DIDNT BUY ANYTHING
y?
n0 mo0d 4 sh0ppin
n n0t enough time....
then when arrived at kuala perlis p0rt
 went 4 restaurant nelayan
[really miss elle's daddy,,,,]
huhuhu fried prawn n squid~~ nice~~~
n laksa there

nice~

k,,
yesterday??
 d0ne n0thing
juz tv-ing

t0day????
hurm went out wif ma
 t0 da p0st office[call me weird but i lurve p0st office :P]
then went out wif ma babes~~
elle~~
juz a relax eve
eating n cake-ing
talking
@ secret recipe



we shared da cake[p0nt x abeh hehehhe]



b4 we depart t0 our own car[huhu]
[my g0d~~ jambu ayaq~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hahhaha]



hurm dats all 4 n0w~~
g0t stuff t0 do wif my kayers
a lil bit like sisterho0d of travellin pants huhuhu
k catch u later~~