you know wut?

im had it

im always trying to be the nice one
follow every freaking things they says
study quite hard to maintanin my grade
b nice
nva shout at them n all
n
yet im always b the wild one
im freaking wild
always on the loose
always go out n hits the club
am always gonna b the crap

soo i decide
if this freaking things happens again
that so called warning
im soo not goin back to alor star ever
even if my bf left me
im freaking tired of it
yeah
they paid my rent
not bcoz i asked them too
they offer!
they offer me a car
if this car gonna cost me my freedom
i dun want it
they can have it
bcoz im soo tired of it
if i ever heard those fucking things about
me ot allowed goin out at night
thos efucking thing im the bad gurl
im soo gonna flip again
fucking throwing a fit
i nva wanna go back home again
because it fucking hurtful
its like they could never trust me
fucking stupid
my fucking sister
who turning this house into my jail cell
is fucking hypocryte
u bitch
its not like u r erfect
acting goodie two shoes infront my parent
u r fucking stupid
if exhibits my flaws making u happy
then b it loser
u r fucking annoyin
always minglin in my business
if ur life is fucking horrifying
stop torturing mine

if my dad continue
making those accusation
im fucking not goin home
keep those damn car
i'll survive