2o08 and 2o09

hurm,,,
time fly past
year comes and go
then
summary of 2o08 and my resoluti0n on 2o09

2o08

wah wut can i say erkh so0 many ups n downs
felt like more d0wns but mayb bc0z im so0 bz mendin my br0ken heart i forgot all the happy times :D

but in my wheels of life [more into love kot hahhhaa]
my wheel is working on again :) hope it goes up :P!!

*love life*
-broken up yup2 which are one of the hardest thing happen to ma life
-i think when u r in this situati0n u'll find whose ur true fren n whose the f0x in the sheep skin aite?
- i learn the really hard way that in our life,, we can actually gain wut we want n pe0ple wh0 we really trust can actually bethray u conclusi0n : dun trust pe0ple t0 much..
-well i think im quite content now,, picking my life pieces by pieces which is a very l0ng journey: believe me

*outside life*
-"do yu believe in ghost story?? believe n0w bc0z u're in one!!"- captain barbosa in pirates of carribean the curse of black pearl : yes n0w i do believe in th0se gh0st stories ,, yup2 they indeed lurve the electrical appliances believe me!!! i witness it dear
-owh yes i did work as a personal totur for a very very short tyme hahhahahahahahah
-i think im str0nger than i nva imagine like seriously i nva thot i could b that str0ng~~
-thanx to all my beloved babes, guppies for the pillar of friendship u build for to h0ld on when i was kick down to the very flo0r of misarable :P [yeah still drmatic till n0w :P]

*acedemic*
muahahah nuthing much kot bc0z im simply the same old lazy gurl :P

2o09 new year resoluti0n

hell0 2o09
can u pr0mise me that i'll b much happier?
that i actually can get through pass th0se h0rrible do0r that i been g0ne through??
lets h0pe for the besh shall we??

owh yes one of the thing : sy promise try not t0 bring my mp3 to class anymore so0 i mayb can concetrate in class??? i'll try k but th0s course diz sem sure sound BORINK

as usuall : try t0 b a better muslimah~~ lets pray for it ok!! [lets not juz pray lets juz practice it erma~~]

k dats all for n0w kot hahahha

bubbye h0rriblely sweet 2o08
n welc0me to the sh0w uncertain 2o09 :D

I'll b waiting!!

10 things knpa sy nk kawen dgn vampire

1. sbb dia boley piggy back sy n bwk lumpat2 ats p0kok [klau guys biasa boley bwk jln2 jew :P]
2. dia musti kaya psai dia dh lama idup~~~
3. dia putih sgt n sejuk tp mulut merah sgt x ker seshi tuh?
4. dia x mkn so0 sy boley kikis duet dia utk mkn byk2 n klau sy x abeh sy boley ckp : awk x pnh mkn so0 bkn nyer tahu perasaan org yg x nk mkn :P
5. dia baek,, sbb x da org nk kt dia,dia adw sayer jew
6. dia x tid0 kn besh klau org tunggu sy tdo jew brg x ilang n kan besh tdo sambil org urut2 bahu?
7. dia sgt kuat!! ok!! pukui2 suma org jht erkh syg
8. dia x b0ley ci0m lama2 so0 dia kna kwal nafsu~~ so0 sy x byk bwat zina :P
9. die ensem laaaaaa mata chantik
10. dia born wif tuxedo so0 klau ada dinner or pr0m x susah sgt!!! dia dh adew :P

u r a part of me~
honey edward cullen j0m kawen
awk juz beli tiffany princess cut ring jew~ bkn selberan p0nt x kesah~~
n kita kawen kt seam
alllaaaa rita n si fo0tballer tu boley wat
awk kn kuat
j0m lari laju2 g seam??
sy 0nt mix siamese gak!!!

deggat

The rules:
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

I tag :
didie dear
aliaa luv ya
nut penyek
riena dh pandai bl0ggin
loulou sdg bahgia
miznieda burn
hurm,,
ue?

Start time : 1916 hours

Random facts about myself :
[sy suka pnk n dun care bout that]
[sy suka sgt reese witherspo0n n legally bl0nde dats y sy suka gurlish thing!]
[sy suka sh0ppin]
[sy pelik amat~]
[sy byk ckp sgt2]

Myself :
First name : shahrul
Name you wish you had : hurm i actually like my name
What do people normally your name as : erma.erms.ma
Birthday : n0v 7 87
Birthplace : kuarters langgar
Time of birth : well its late in the mornin
Single or taken : im single
Zodiac sign : seshi scorpio

My appearance :
How tall are you : 150 cm on the dot
Wish you were taller : yup2
Eye color : deep dark midnite brown
Current hair color : deep dark midnite brown
Short or long hair : lower shoulder lenght
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color : n0pe
Last time you did something dramatic with you hair : hurm,,, im dramatic enuf to do everything
Glasses or contacts : n0ne
Do you wear make up : when i need to
Paint your nails : during my mestrual time
Shy or outgoing : outg0in
Sexy or cute : i like being seshi :P
Serious or fun : to0 much fun
A turn on : cute n don treat me to0 nice
A turn off : liar double face to0 proud

This or That :
Flowers or chocolates : fl0wer
Pepsi or coke : light c0ke
Rap or rock : r0ck
Relationship or one night stand : relati0nship
School or work : skuol
Love or money : i know it sound kanky but i wan loove i got my own money babay
Movie or music : music n picnic
Country or city : country
Sunny or rainy days : sunny day
Friends or family : family

Have you Ever :
Lied : bite me
Stole something : ur heart?
Smoked : nva eva
Hurt someone close to you : Yup
Broke someone's heart : i seriously hv no idea
Wonder what was wrong with you : always
Wish you were prince or princess : yeah
Like someone who was taken : jeremy dean m0rgan
Shaved your head : nva
Used chopstick : always quite go0d at it
Sang in the mirror to yourself : totaly baby

Favourites :
Flower : carnati0n! n r0ses ofcourse
Candy : marshmell0w
Song : L0ve st0ry
Scent : heiress~~ the besh
Color : deep dark midnite brown
Movie : legally bl0nde
Singer : val emmich
Junk food : seaweed wasabi
Website : fb
Location : in the arms of my lurve one
Animal : bunny

Ever cried over someone : Yeahh im dat stupid
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself : Me
Do you think you're attractive : dun care
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose : rupenzel
Do you play any sports : watchin hot guy in shorts

End time : 1929 hours.

skunk pkui 12.30 pm

sy ngantuk
kelas x da
jap g pkui 2
sy ngantuk
mls
ari first p0nt input byk~
mls
yg penting:
faizal ensem
t0go cute
shawn ensem
apai gemuk sgt2

k bubbye

lets speak in bm shall we?

1.Ciri-ciri wanita / lelaki idaman anda?
[h0t!! sng cerita hahahha ]
[sy suka lelaki sejai,, a guy wh0 adores me much and treat me like a princess n love me for everything i am.. oppsie,, ckp eng pula]

2.Adakah anda sudah memiliki wanita / lelaki idaman anda itu?
[n0pe hahahah]

3.Adakah anda mempunyai Myspace?
[ya tetapi sy x dpt log in hahaha]

4.Pernah terpikat dengan mana-mana kenalan Myspace?
[ya hahhaha]

5.Ada perkara pelik tak berlaku kat diri anda hari ini?
[blum lg :D]

6.Siapakah sahabat anda yang paling anda sayangi? (nyatakan nama)
[g0sh byk~~ tp sy amat syg aliaaa yg laen sy syg sgt2 juga :D]

7.Pernah anda tipu dia?
[x pasti kerana pada sy tiada sebab untuk sy tipu dier :D]

8.Pengalaman paling mengerikan?
[sy bedah katak :P]

9.Pengalaman paling mengembirakan?
[t0o many ]

10.Have u ever taste drugs? Cigarette?
[never bc0z i simply hate it]

11.Describe 10 things about yourself
[ulat buku :P silly manja huhuhu ngada2 sket pelik suka buang duet suka ckp bukan-bukan hahha forgive nut never forget sentmental helplessly romantic]

12.Pernah mencintai orang lain, tapi pada masa yang sama sudah mempunyai teman istimewa?
[no i wont do dat to people]

13.Adakah anda rase teman istimewa anda setia?
[sy tiada teman istemewa]

14.Kekurangan teman istimewa anda pada pandangan anda?
[invisible hahaha]

15.Kesemua soalan di atas anda jawab dengan jujur?
[yes,, tiada sebab untuk tip0 :P]

16.Jika anda pernah melakukan sesuatu kesalahan yang amat teruk, beranikah anda menyatakannya kepada orang ramai?
[hurmmmm]

17.Anda perasan anda hensem / lawa? Hehe.
[tidak sy hanya suka jadi baek :P]

18.Sebarkan pada 5 orang atau lebih.
-didie
-elle
-nut
-riena
-lou
-nieda


dh seap :P

tagged

sumthing on diff sex peep n must n0t b ur blo0d line~~ didie dear i know its lame but i pick u :D

What is the relationship of you and him?
•dier my shoulder to nap on dlm seminar ro0m ♥

Your 5 impressions towards him
• he's genius
• Funny
• Ambitious
• He's very responsible
• he understand me~

The most memorable thing he had done for you?
• bein there for me ~~

The most memorable thing he have said to you?
• "he would marry me if he interested in gurl~~ so0 at least in this world how sux i felt i know he always there 4 me... awwwwwwww

If he becomes your enemy, you will..
• Ignore him totally~~

If he becomes your enemy, the reason is..
• bethray me!!

The most desirable thing to do on him is?
• hurm,, buy him new compaq or hp or sumthing other than acer n n0kia bc0z he doesnt like bein commoner hahahahah

The overall impression of him.
• He's a doll,,, my perfect doll

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
• cl0se or outside circle,,, juz saying dun judge pe0ple without knowing'em ok?? simply pe0ple usually misjudge me but i dun really care~~

The character of you for yourself is?
• freakazoid hahahah

The character you hate of yourself is?
• to0 soft

The most ideal person that you want to be is?
• juz content~~ avarage in the wh0le thing

For the people who care about and like you, say something about them.
• lurve you thanx honey2

6 people to tag :

1-didie:P
2-elle [bwat laa dat card guy :P]
3-nut gilak
4-riena[wah dh ada bl0g :P]
5-loulou
6-misnieda

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
• me!! we hv our lil affair luv u h0ney

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
• fam fettle

What is no. 1 studying about?
• t-e-s-l

Is no. 4 single?
• yup2 n enjoyin it aite?

Who is no. 5?
• My fc classmate~~

Say something about no. 6?
>lovely gurl wh0 i can confide everything wif :D

sy sedang

(>.<) malu *since im so0 tan u cant see me blushing :P*

but cnfious a the same time

back back back

in kl

do'oh only got 1 parcel
where's da rest ur lovies??

ngntukkkkk

quite a l0ng day
went back to my tok's house on thursday for kenduri n came back diz morning
off to tesco for a while
an family dindin [dinsum~~ lurve it!]

dats all
n dooin sum work
n sew nafidz bacths [ya ya sy xcited my lil nephew nk masuk darjah satu!]

dats all goin back tomorow
huhu
mlsnyerr

skip out a bit

oppsiee
lupa nk rotate
hahhaha

had a blast wif my gurlsssss
huhu
ckp
ckp
ckp
ckp

huhuhu
lurve it~~~

sy sdg

grins lagi sbb :

click her to view

tak laa

sy x ada bf

x semestinya klau sy mkn dgn guys
itu bf sy~~
x semestinya if guys blanja sm mkn
itu bf sy

i happened to hv a lot of nice guy as a close fren
n most of them treat me
real well

dats all

nuthing much okies?? capiche??

im reading about

th0mas hobbes:english philos0phere on plitical [he's dead! 4th dec 1679]

i hate p0litics
only doin this bc0z my fren ask me to translate sumthing
for indepth words
i need to learn more bout the stuff
my dad?
big p0litician
my mum?
i-dun-even-care-bout-being-da-first-lady type

me?
i hate p0litics
i lurve hving fun
n m0ney
[ du run out a bit since im in paslalalaland n0w~]

owh yes btw do u know wut antiqurian meant?

7 things i hate about me

1- im to0 soft hearted: i surely will do anything for the person who i appriciate n lurve,, eventhough i hate those things

2-im so0o0 likey puppy~ like seriously i like lurve eng terrier or chi zhu but t0tally dun like cat

3-i cant stand pe0ple t0y away wif my stuff,, im such a p0ssesive pers0n,, don play wif my stuff.. period

4-i can slep all day l0ng when im menstrualizing..seriously no matter h0w many my caffein intake it juz doesnt work

5-light cokes calm my nerves down:honestly,weirdly i does,, serioously i does the trick,,if u r close enuff wif me u juz d0nt bother watching me consume th0s many many cans of light c0ke

6-im a sweeto0th but i juz cant stand the sweetnes of durian [even ice-cream] i will puke if i consume them.my digestive system juz accept the sweetness of durian,, i will puke like in second after i try to swallow it,, weirdly i juz lurve temp0yak~

7-i dun care if the wh0le world hate me,,isolate me,,n thinks i such a bad person,,
i juz wan certain pe0ple dat matter t0 me know who i really am
well aliaa dear:
"org yg baek slalu dislh erti kn~ aite?"

this is not a tagges
it juz sumthing i come out wif in sane state of mine
miley song:7things does inspre me to do this~

vIsiting da mem0ry lane

had a blast t0day
leypaking wif upahn diah n sawie
sue did a lil cameo of herself at wats0n huhu
the bump into my childho0d fren[?] my neighbour actually
h0hoh0ho
dh besaq dh bdk tu
ensem lakk ala2 si aidil adha punya geng lak
huhu
went t0 untie zah's house for kenduri of abg long[juz found out dat his real name in nazri n da cheeky abg ngah is ashraf:so0 klau jumpa kt key ell dh boley teguq~~ n mx carik kn bf photographer hahahhahaha]

tired~
went out early [blum pkui 10 dh seap si diah pink tu amboi smgt!]
then went for bolt
ate
b0wling[yaa dunn0 y spend l0tta tyme for that]
g0ssipin at old t0wn~~
hahahhahaha

nagntuk~
nk upload but lmbat laa broadband nie
sux btoi!

k laa bubbye

tired

sleepy
..
....

went for a wedding to a fren of my mum
kakak tu dpt kasut jimmy cho0 seyh
dgn tiffany rings[note the plural babes]

so0 my dream wedding

h0pe
when it comes to my turn
i had sum similiar things wif her

meeting the familiar faces

lately
i've been encounter wif my past
the pe0ple that sum of them are disappeared for a while fr0m my life
the pe0ple that i mostly saw during my childho0d
dat hvnt been in my mind diz past few hectic world
yup2
pe0ple grew up
who knew when im turning 21
all my past come back
as its part of me

huhuh
my mum's fren's children now its t0tally not children anymore aite?
huhu
n they was like OMG dh besaq~~~
heck t0tally~~
huhuhu
dh nk kawen
like every0ne is getting married nowdays
B.O.R.I.N.K.

ker jealous??
hahhaha

nvm

its their turn

mine will b later kn???

dear mr shakespear
life t0tally not a brief candle
its like phases
totally eric ericson noe

its totally road not taken aite??

hahahahha

bubbye

sy sedang

tersengih kambing lg

go0fing around

previously i read the meaning of elma/erma is sweet fruits n now it specify into apple??
owh well i made one hell of apple pie so0 its fine for me :P

owh yes
did naem call me erima?? owh its quite nice meanin to0 aite??

* i did a check for faizal n turn out to b strong n handsome like O.M.G*

is the age where every boy is cute,, nice,, romantic
where they found their sweetness
believe me gurls
it all will go away by the tyme they get older
speaking like a pathetic person?
n0pe speakin from my very own experience

well me n my x got together we we both r turning 19
hahah
everything was cloud nine[see?? related to 9!]
mayb bc0z at this satge
we feel like well we nned to gr0w up
we out the skul [17-18]
so0 its versity style!!
hahhaha
mayb dats when all the boys r cute
n bareable
aite???
hahahha

im a frequant reader at this boy blog,, fresh 19,, wif her gf
like OMG so0 cute
bkn nk perasan
but i could actually see that we hv lot in c0mmon
really hope they could make it through hahhaah
plz dun b like him u mr lanun
treat ur princess better ok

yup2
i juz waannaa say for both of ue

AAAAAAAAWWWWWWW~~~~~~~~~~

sy amat saket hati dgn

cimbclicks

tlg bg sy bukak boley?
sy ada benda penting yg perlu d check

deja vu much?

hurm
went f0r b0wling again
since he wanted a rematch
thanx to all guppies~
yes i w0n
again~

tp kn
arini rs cam x besh sgt
dunn0 y
was it bcoz of his fren?
well not really
but i dunn0
mayb i juz misinterprete
but
c0nclusion
its either
im not ready yet
or i juz dun lyke him dat much
hahhahaha

im such a lame pers0n~

skunk pukui 0114hours

sejak cuti2 nie sy dh x da kwn nk tdo
psai snowy p bercuti kt spa,, 25 dec kot baru balik..
pachi kena chulik,,,tp org tu x nk mx pampasan dh psai dia jht
sy balik umah jumpa kwn lama saya
kwn dari umoq 5 tahun lg,,
dlu sama jew tinggi dgn sytp skunk sy dh tinggi dh,, maklum laa sy suka calciyum choc banana~

MABELLA IDORA ERMANIZAYANIIRDAAMIR

tp sejak sy duduk kl
sy kna tinggai mabella kt uma sy kt alor star
dulu ada dua org bounty hunter mabella nie
tp sorg tu dh berhijrah dh p uk
tinggal lg s0rg
jgn igt dia x boley bergerak sendirian
dia boley
n dia lg cepat klau s0rg2
ari2 berebut dgn sy
psai sy x nk bg kotoq mabella sy
sbb bounty hunter nie suka makan benda manis2 n tumpah2
kecian mabella
slalu kna seksa dgn bounty hunter tu
dh laa pendek
suka geget lak tuh
pandai beletiaq lg
kdg2 sy geget jer bounty hunter tu balik
nk tgk muka dia?
haa nie bounty hunter yg paling villain antra suma
lucifer,, be ready k,, dia lg heybat taw bounty hunter nie
dia dh laa bangun tdo awl2 pg,,
suka kutip duet shilling lak tuh


allysza : fearless bounty hunter yg suka mkn prawn

*p/s : bkn sy yg bli baju tu ok~~*

i still ann0yed by

that self obsses bitch dat w0rks in cp mcD
been there twice n experience wif her twice
still wif carcky stupid arr0gant
to0 much make up bitch
omg
u still w0rks there?
n0 w0nder!!
wan me to rep0rt??
lurve to0!!

may b i need

a wake up call?

*dh check dh result,, ok jew x fail p0nt*

lets talk about MY eid adha

the 10th zulhijjah
woke up at 0650am
cleaning my house
get ready to rock my raya
went to kfc
back home
sleep
eat maggie
went back to my kg at sik
muahhahahahhahahahhaha
such a happenin raya

the 11th zulhijjah
w0ke up at 0530
get ready
wen to my aunts house
get ready for kenduri
i dun waanaa see that cow
its so0 sad
but yummy :(
do all those kenduri stuff
went back to a/s late eve
dats all

muahahha

goin to naj nja house tomorow
yes
its the digi masscot house muahahhahaha
x abekkkkkkkkkkkkkk laaaaa huhuhu
papau

the besh of the

lurve s0ng

1.the besh love s0ng [contemporary]
-hurm love story -taylor swift:simple nice,sweet,honest

2.the besh love s0ng[evergreen]
-truly madly deeply-savage garden
OMG amat sweet n simple n honest

3.the besh pre break up s0ng
-obviously p0tential break-up s0ng aly n aj
amt sesuai n gurl p0wer

4.the besh break-up s0ng
-bubye-mariah carey
serious~~ be ready to give it alll

5.the besh mesmerizing s0ng bout ur ex
-you were mine -dixie chic
read the tittle senang

6.besh revenge song
-i will survive- tina turner
hahhahahahaha

7.the besh s0ng when u are trying to remember him
-the way i am-inrid michealson

8.the besh s0ng after u buried ur xbf
-when u're gone : avril lavigne
omg amat sesuai

9.the besh s0ng reasonin ur break-up
-7 things : miley cyrus
yer,, gv u enuff reason to ditch him

10.the besh s0ng if u wan a new bf after u break up
-if u can afford me-katy perry
to remind u dat u r go0d enuff for other guy :P

11.besh s0ng if u wanna trash up ur exbf
-you r so0 gay -katy perry
hahahha u really can laugh after listening to diz :P

12-the besh s0ng when u are down
despeartely wanting:alaa lupa rrr tp amat sesuai

ok2

i got it from louis the lover boy
n add sumore
hahhaa
i tagged other peeps
1-you loulou :[musti ko heran kn knpa kami suma break up hahahahha]
2-elle : bcoz u always knoe i always hv song for everything :D
3-nut loser : ko kn suka donload lagu :p
4-didie : well u do understand me aite? dats y i got my earphone glued to my ear last sem]
5-sue hana : huhu i knoe u wanna do it !
6-farhana : yup2 my kakak!!
7-karl : well i wan sum malay flavour from u!!


ok bubbye :D

geGGat

1)Do you think you're hot?
[t0tally hahhahahahhaha]

2)Upload your favourite picture of you!


3)Why do you like that picture?
bcoz i lo0ked like one of the hot spy taliban spies :P]

4)When was the last time you ate pizza?
[lastw eek i think two days in a r0w: the power of grandkids]

5)The last song you listened to?
[i u can afford me-katy perry]

6)What are you doing right now besides this?
[chatting babey]

7)What name would you prefer besides yours?
[my princess]

I tag :
1-my newly turned 21 elle
2-my l0ser bff-nut
3-my beloved suehana
4-my partner in crime-didie
5-my photographer-louis

8)Who is number 1?
[my dearest fren!! luv u]

9)Number 3 is having a relationship with?
[wah!! huhuhu tp dia suka sumone yg pndai men drum kn dear?]

10)Say something about number 5?
[he always b there for advise]

11)How about number 4?
[my shoulder to sleep on in audi n seminar ro0m:P]

12)Who is number 2?
[my l0ser fren who is deeply in lurve :P]

******************

aik?? dh abeh dh
huhuhu

i juz finished playing wif

zariff psp



*yes yes it must b pink in colour!!*
n i w0nder
y i dunwanna buy it
hurm

im not such gamer and
i prefer milo than psp
hahah
but its kewl
n terasa amat terhina
apabila i keep on asking zariff to operate it
terasa amat buta it
hahah sekian

hv u ever read

'h0w to sleep wif m0vie star?'



welll i read it
at the end the protagonist
bought her besh friend a restaurant
bcoz her bf lurve to co0k n its her dream
so0o0 if u happen to hv that randavous
n manage to b rich like dat gurl in that novel
d0 buy me my dream bakery
hahaahhahahahah

dats all
bubbye

my wildest purest dream :D

i wanna open a bakery shop in the future!!

im telling elle about my new found dreams

yup2 i wanna open a bakery

i knoe im suck at handling money [dats when my hubby come in handy]

n managing store

but i will hired help for that!!

its goin to b a simple store

where pe0ple lurve to hang out

wif my extremely cute n capable barista serving coffee n tea

i lurve baking

there will b pastry

pies

cupcakes

cheese cakes

n most importanly

bo0ks!!

will b lotta bo0ks

dat people can actually enjoy n borrow it!!!

it will hv wifi obviously!!

ya ya sounds like wondermilk

but it kinda diff!!

i will make i my personal place

will my personal touch!!!

there will b place for teenager to study!!

place for acc to read

place for writer to find their inspiration

n fashion designer fir their muse!!

n celebration for lovers

i like makin pe0ple happy

h0pe to bring smiles for my costumer

take it slow dear erma its juz a plan

hhhahaha isnt it facinating???

cant wait t0 grow up!!

hahahaha