adjective peeps use t0 describe me

let see
pe0ple said i'm
-mulut jht cam naqib [haikal] hey dear i'm juz being honest k
-naughty[m0stly]
-manja[so0 many]
-vibrant [mr chang hahha really]
-j0vial
-ann0ying
-materialistic [haha am i?]
-em0 -.-
-kurang kasih syg [i am at time]
-ckp byk hahhahaha

k i dunn0
but i d0 appriciate it if u wanna add m0re
huhuhu
 its juz a thing  dat i d0 when i'm b0red

huhu wel it makes me understand wut pe0ple think of me :P

h0w does it feel

sumtimes i felt like i'm treated unfairly by the one dat i really l0ve
it kinda true
being a punished f0r sumtthing thats n0t entirely my fault
n its hurt like hell....
seriously... sumtimes i juz wondering
 wut hv i done so0 bad dat makes me deserve being treated like this...
 but life is n0t fair right,,,
hurm,,
its hard f0r me for fall in l0ve wif sumone,,
but when i do...
its so0 deep
n i'll c0mmit fully

sumtimes its n0t fair f0r others to0
bc0z i can seem t0 open it t0 other
even though its ended
but seriously
my heart still wif him,,
 he havent gv it back t0 me yet
n i do0 h0pe his heart still wif me

its n0t like i wanna brag
but its n0t like i dun hv another pe0ple aproaching me
but my heart still bel0ngs t0 him
n its n0t fair for them,,,
bc0z i cant seem t0 love them like i d0 t0 him,,,

i'm so0 stupid but hey
l0ve is being stupid t0gether
but i think in this case
it just me huhuhuhu
wuteva
i'll b th0se stupid gurl f0r this time
 hey
 life's a wheel
aite?
well its my turn n0w
n his will come later
n i d0 pray i'll b there t0 see it or i'll b part of it
[revenge is sweet babay~~]

"Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If nature allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been"
qouted fr0m yasmin ahmad bl0g~
such an inspiring pers0n
check out her link at the pit st0p k~

kant0i wif a capital letter

i hate sp0rt
 4 me
 sp0rt is about guy in short pants n sweating
h0t~~ hahahhahahahah

diz past few day,,e hv sp0rt event at d c0llege
kinda b0red
 well g0t 2  i seat next t0 deli.. dat cute QUT
but he juz cute dats all
kinda b0rink

owh~~~
we went t0 JJ afterward 2 eat
instead bump int0 our c0llege direct0r
n she was like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttt~~~~~~~~
she lurve t0 repaet stuff
'hell0 hell0 hell0'
'balik balik balik'
herl0w we r turning 21
dont treat us like a kids k~~
hek,,,

wuteva~~

them due t0 our takut-ness n terkejut-ness
we went t0 tesc0 t0 eat instead
 bought a table
hahha
them
them i found 


only 1.9 k~~
 best nyer~~
 cam nk bli jer td~~
heh~



nurul left for uk already
she's satying at l0ndon
l0nger this time around
 b4 she left her mumma cut her hair
bob~ cesss tiru achu lak,,
 but hey
 she's cute in it
 dun hv da pic yet
 mayb later

its n0t really nice but it darn funny

my g0sh
its darn funny~~
i only watched the sarah silverman n matt dam0n b4 but this one is hilirious

pe0ple leave

they do leave u around
its hard
but its real
 one by one
sumtimes its unexpectable
sumtimes its predictable
 pe0ple do leave u
 eventhough u still need
them
they juz leave
they might say they will still b there wif you
 but sumtimes they dont
they juz find a new thing or new life
they r just leaving you
one by one
heartbroken
ignored
stuck
leave behind
they just leave
then it just u
 n tears
lots of it
alone

its n0t really a nice weekend

i went back to a/s diz weekend
wif so0 many thing to do
which mainly inv0lving my parents m0ney
n relaxing
 but
but
n0ne of it came true~
it sux
 starting wif
da bus ride
[i should hv listen t0 my mum n take plane]
its tiring
 n its been a l0ng time for me t0 take da l0ng journey bus ride..
then g0t back h0me,,
kinda wondered
y non of them called or sms me for my locati0n
then g0t back
 y is all th0se car outside
n who's dat pers0n outside ma house
n wut they r d0ing in baju kurung? baju melayu n k0piah?
teng
 teng
teng
my parents r having kenduri~~
j0y~~
i'm in my hipster n my tshirt n0t exactly c0vering it up
j0y
n i'm darn starvin
[after 7 hours bus ride? obviouslly!]

my parents r so0 damn bz
no time for me
i hate it
 hate it
darn much
 its n0t like i always there
but they didnt really care bout my presence
k fine
starting diz week
 i'm g0in to b bz
which 's one of da reas0n y i came back
but hey
 if i'm n0t really imp0rtant
fine
n0 need for me t0 g0 back anym0re aite?
aite?
 juz stay here where i am n0w
stuck here

bc0z pe0ple leaves
emoti0nally n physically
n n0w p0eple around me r leaving me
one by one
step by step
y?
 bc0z i grown up?
 which sumthing dat i really hate
seriously i dun really like t0 b an adults
i hate it
 full of resp0nsibility
which i'm n0t ready f0r yet
 but one day i will
 i kn0e i will
 juz n0t now
n i hate it
i still wan pe0ple t0 treat me like b4
 like when i was 16 or 18 or 19
y0ung adults
hate it~



i wish i could freeze the time
when everything g0es right...
the way i wan it~

iPhone any0ne?

i'm crazy bout it
t0tally int0 it
so0 crazy bout it
 but
 but
 but there isnt any 3g iPhone yet
 da cam is juz 2megapix
no ym? seriously?
 but it got utube
hurm,,,
should i or shouldnt i bought it?
it costest bout 2.3 k...
for 8g...
kinda co0l n owh so0o slick n i'm l0ving it
 but it'd n0t 3g!
no instant msger
or video
hurm,,
its not like i actually use vid calls aite?
hurm,,