because im in the mood

so does him

in fact he is d one who triggers it

i dun wan princess cut

its common

i dun wan yellow gold

even if we can pawn it

but its my ring i wanna keep it n gv to my daughter even if we r not together

i wanna keep it in my legacy

i wan sumthing evergreen

i dun wan it cost to much

i wan it to be special

bt i think i need 3 rings :P

white gold plain band

white gold wif lil diamonds encrusted

platinum wif square cut in the mindle

being wif u

is more than enough :)

what would you do when

your whole life seems like crashing into pieces

you hv no clue wut r u doing

you in this alien enviroment


my solution for all that

CRYING LIKE A BABY ON HIS LAP!

works like a charms
juz cry cry cry
now im sleepy

liebe deucthland

ok this kinda nervous
more nervous than
argentina vs germany
bcoz
based on previous game
spain outwin germany

either way
im still deucthland supporter

liebe deucthland
gluck germany




*update : germany lost
ok fine
better luck next time

ahaaaaaaa

lets start this entree wif curse
lots of curse

fucking annoying bcoz its really suck!

whoever thought hvin gurls is easy
no its not
if u are married
i advice u
concieve a BOY
bcoz all i should do after 5 years
buy bikes
gv money
set curfew
they might broke it
but who cares
set up punishment later

u nva worried about
getting pregnant
kidnapp
cat fight

having 3 older sister
IS A PAIN IN ASS

its kinda fucking annoying when
they all concern about u
freaking fuckin annoyin
can u juz let me learn from my mistakes?
let me do one mistakes!

its fucking annoying i tell u
since they rather spend times worrying about u moving in wif stranger more than their phd thesis
or ur boyfren back ground more than they having one

for goodness sakes
let me learn it!
u got ur moment
n u've finish it
let me hv my moment!


fuck fuck fuck fuck

im past 21
its fucking my call!

its not like i dun love u

it juz im having a hard time consuming it

:(

its my fault
i deserve it
but being yell out
from u for the first time
is heartbreaking
changing my views on u
when u talk to me
i had goosebumb
cold hands

bcoz i really scared

scared to death

i know it wasnt intentional
n u apologizing
but
its creeps out of me
im sorry
i love u
but im scared of u
its d one thing u've done
but it gv
major impact

juz gv me time to re adjust
i love u
soo much

thank you

when sumone u love die

at least the love is still there
eventhough the body is gone
but
u know
the spirits n soul still loving you

how about when they still here
u can hear them
touches them
just the body
but u know
the love wasnt there
feels like the mutual feeling
adult responsibility
self respect n respect towards others
care
love
tenderness
wasnt there anymore

thank god im over 21
graduates
moves out
celebrating holiday alone
isnt it less heartbroken?

no matter

how hard
how sincere
i could neva be the good one

always b the one problematic one
the disturbed one
the stupid one

n will ever b that way

no matter how far u step up
build up
i could nevar b the better one

maybe i should just stop trying

yeah
maybe in the future
i build up my family
the nuclear family
when i gets old
plis leave me in retirement home
i'll b fine