i dig my sis new h0use

i lurve it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went t0 my sis[alang]'s new house its darn nice

c0lonial style
retr0 details which i lurve da besh
private stairs[kinda horro at time]

lurve it!!

hey
pictha speak l0uder than word~~~


[da drawer n dressing table~~ lurve it]


[the tank inside  the maid's t0ilet kinda creppy here]

fr0m the balc0ny

[garden wedding any0ne???????]


[g0tta lurve th0se balc0ny aite?]

the OMG super duper retr0 tiles inside bathro0m
owh did i menti0n to u dat they hv bathro0m in every ro0m??


the private access


did ya think its kinda creppy? well
my sis lived in the higest flo0r which is four..
typicall c0lonial house.. they are alll very private n so0 its sound pr00f
pe0ple juz dun really hear wuts g0in on
 wif the private acces??? kinda creppy,,
very reminded me of the holloween m0vie...
psycotic murderer much???

opPs i did it again

oppsie daisy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
i did it again
mayb i'll practically do it every sem~~
hahahhaha
i br0ke a tube filled wif 0.5 mol hidrocloric acid
last sem,, sulfuric acid muahhhahahah
but last sem i juz spilled it
 diz sem its upgraded to broke it hahha
hey its unintentionally l0rwh
it was slipped inside my kaen then
when i stand up
it drag da tube together
bang~~
it falls n broke
i was like ~~
OMG~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
n0t again n run up to my lect~~
 ma'am i br0ke a tube of chemical
[dat time havent identified it yet]
owh ok juz go n tell lab ass.
n i ran to the ro0m
akak,, sy bagi pecah chemical
-luka x?
 x~~ kna bayar brapa??
-seratus
owh ok,,,
the she f0llowed me to da crime scene [hehe]
-owh x per nnt sy cuci
x per kerk? biar laa saya cuci
-x per
wah~~~
pe0ple r so0 kind to me right now~~
alhamdulillah
heheheh
then before i went of of the class
thank you m'amm,, sorry ma'aam
-aa,, erma,, kamu ok ker?
yerr sy ok,,, x luka sy pkai sock~
huhuhuhu



[yeah,,, i'm guilty]
 n that's all

owh btw i juz wanna say h0w bad i am bc0z we
malaysian r still so0 l0w in self awareness
 juz n0w inside monorail
there's a pregnant lady beside me nobody offered her a seat~~
b0do~~~~~~~~
x baik laa k0rg!!!

i'm better n0w

i'm better n0w
 i'm fine
 yesterday was my melting p0int
 i br0ke d0wn n cry my heart out so0 many times
 i eyes was like a cazy g0ldfish
 but hey
 i'll always d0 dat
 after my breaking p0int
i'll willt stand up n walk again
 i'm feeling bteer n0w
eventhough its v day
 but hey
is v day
i'll b happy next year
its wut pe0ple do
feeling up n down
 i'm so0 sorry if i hurt any0ne in my previous p0st
so0 sorry
it juz wit i elt during dat time

i cry a l0t
 like enough to feed 5 african kids
 but hey
 dats life
i've neva go through dat
 n its my turn aite?
dun w0rry
i'm better
str0nger n0w~
elle dear u know i'm a str0ng gurl aite?
dun w0rry bout me k
i'll b fine here
n i miss u

i tried but its juz to0 much to swallow

i tried
so0 hard
 for 2 days without crying
 but i juz cant
i couldnt do it
it juz a first day at class
man
its hard
darn hard

it juz to0 hard to bear
he is n0t mine anymore
yes it is hard
 but i'll pray for god for his kindness
to make me stronger
it is hard
darn hard
i'm s0rry
wuteva nut
 d0 wut u wan
im a nobody to st0p you
seriously
just do wut u wan
i'm n0t mad at u
seriously
i juz dunwanna know bout it

tomorow is da vday
i heart vday
 since i was young
seriously....
eventhough sum pe0ple say its wr0ng
but wh0 cares bout da da hist0ry
its all based on ur intenti0n
its a day t0 sh0w ur love to sumone dats capture ur heart
sumone special t0 u

im always g0t excited wif vday
always
since i was y0ung
n as a fren
we always shared our excitement of that day
one of my male fren
always ask f0r my 0ppini0n
n i'll be there  f0r him
 n this year
i'll try my best t0 be there f0r him
h0pe he didnt notice anything bout me

juz n0w
 after helpin my fren wif her pressie
 i suddenly felt so0o0o sad
i juz love that day
 n this year
 i'm unable t0 celebrate it
bc0z my heart cann0t bear it.....
plzz
i need time t0 heal
i really d0
seriously
i need time t0 b calm
i dun wan t0 l0st all our sweet mem0ries
 bc0z it is sweet
n it's n0t guilty
right?
juz gimme time
time
dats all dat i need
i'll make my self busy after dizz...

seriouly if he came after me right n0w n wan me back
 i will g0 str8 t0 him
 i will f0rget all wut he had d0ne t0 me
bc0z i really love him
w0rds cant even describe it

but i'll stay strong....

i will

i'm single n i'm fine

kay
t0ld ya b4 if sumthing happen i will ann0unce it here
k

we br0ke up
juz n0w
around 12.45 i think
face t0 face
in a go0d way

after my l0ng speech try t0 pursuit him
he juz so0 c0ld
so0 hard
he admit it
but he said he juz f0llow his heart
then
finally i juz g0 with the fl0w
we br0ke up
we still love each other
he juz wan a lil freedom

therefore 
we remain cl0se fren
he will b there when i cry
or watching m0vie wif me
he'll b there t0 hear my grumble
or g0ssiping

will remain cl0se fren
 like we used to b4 we couple up[x laa lama sgt hahhaha]
he'll b my date for the pr0m nite
bc0z he said he juz wanna b al0ne
so0 he pr0mise me n0t to pursuit any other gurl
if he tired of being alone  n i'm still single
he will c0me back t0 me

dun w0rry
my babies will still hv their papa
it's still will b him

smile
guess wut
 i didnt cry at all
maybe i practicaly ready 4 diz
so0 i'll b fine
so0 does he...
we r remain cl0sed fren :)



know wut?
i in the mood for diana r0ss i'll say alil pray 4 ue~

feeling blue

i'm n0t feeling very well
 g0t mc t0day
staying at h0me
due to my tonsilitis n fever
guess wut?
my tem yesterday is 39~ in the m0rning
 n i hv n0 idea after dat...
i do think its getting w0rse....

went t0 clinic yesterday wif fafa n riena
then g0 to kfc
n0 use
i v0rmit all da fo0d after dat
n n0w i hv both side of da tonsil
 so0 hard 4 me to even drink...

feeling really2 bad...
d0ne my asgment...
asked riena t0 pass it up
hurm,,,,

h0ws he?
i do really miss him,,,,
i do really wanna talk t0 him,,,,
hurm,,,,
still rmember
last sem
i was sick
 he came by n buy me medicine
 n feed me bc0z he kne i wouldnt eat,,,
i do
really
 miss him
so0 much

hurm,,
here's all da medicine i g0t yesterday



huhuhuhuhu lo0k at my antibi0tic~~ it does lo0k like a bee aite???
i hate biogen it taste so0o0 bad
i v0rmit all my fo0d after eating dat~

all over my b0dy is soring
seriously
a simple touch also make it worst...

hurm,,,
i dunn0 wut t0 do right n0w~

he d0esnt seems t0 care bout me anym0re :(

he juz so0 diff
so0 c0ld
y
y

d0wn int0 da mem0ry lane

im readin back my previous p0st
in x fresh n 360
i d0
i d0 hv doubt in him b4
 buts its clearly faded away
n i did afraid of this things happen
i did afraid of fallin hard into him

n

its finally happens

yeah
 he did pr0mise me t0 care bout me n love me at the beginning
 hay
 it guess
juz like my doubts
 his pr0mises faded away~

hurm,,
 here is the victim of this upc0ming failed relati0nship
so0 s0rry
but u g0t ur bel0ved mummy right???
she's nice n bright~



dear cuppy, hedgie wh0 is under papa abducti0n
 s0rry mummy couldnt d0 anything :(
rest in peace~