when the lust strikes in

1-

2-

3-

4- ofcourse this one
click here

5-and lots and lots and lots of this
starbucks!!
*i need new planner btw :P*

december dont be late,,,,,

today is only monday

the first monday among the 4 mondays of my holiday

all i can conclude
today must be the laziest monday i ever had in pass 5 month
so0 lazy
the weather is not helping
it was drizzle all day long
i dun even need my fan inside my room
A/C? far cry

as usually when im bore my imagination runs wild
i picture myself is like an naked mole rat
under my comforter
*can i blame my spread sheet for bein so0 cozy?*
so0 comfy bein tucked in my comforter...
goshhh



so0 rufusss

on the other hand
my day had a lil bump today
well my gorgie is having her usually migrain
*or should i blame celcom?*
i found out i had 7 unread msg
since 21st
yes
*unison*
OMFG
then i used my maxis phone to text myself
but then it juz didnt arrive
till i got msg
fuck off testin testin
.
.
.
omg i sent it to wrong number
naturally
im pissed
bcoz that creature was cursing at me
like come on,,
silly mistake
plus
fuck off?
is that all u can gv me
come on
wut are u?
12 years old?
but
taking the high road i replied
wut da fuck
b polite next time dude[kinda sure its a male if its a gurl gosh she need major makeover]
i mis send da text
doesnt mean u need to b rude
sorry
.
.
havnt been replied yet
which is ok for me :D

*update*
he is a guy
he called
try to b firm
then when he heard it was fmale voice
he melted
sorry erkh awk?
sp nma awk?
kt mna nie?
TYPICAL
owh no he juz text meee
help.......

coz baby im torn

every ending is a new beginning

in uni life

every beginnin started wif big plan

n rushing for the one

*lets make this simple : kna berebut utk reg subj*

gosh

baby im torn

follow my desire which is kinda blur

b in class wif familiarity and frenx

ignorance is the best solution?

owh no

should i follow my dreams in bein the editor at mag

or be in the safety zone?

owh follow my creative lust in photography?

owh my

owh my

welll

subconciously

i always wanted to work in mag industry

since i was young

apart for bein fashion designer

 i lurve gvin my two cents about stuff

creative writin is wut i like

*currently fluent my self wif 140 character of cursing praising n whinning*

wishing to b editor of mag

but 

im no danny meade

i dont hv family legacy in printing industry

perez is my bibble *pun intended here people*

anna wintour is my queen

ugly betty is my past time

devils wear prada is my APA

should i

or should i not

enrolled my self in magazine publishing course 

next sem?

my schedule is open for it

its on thursday

not my "wednesday is a movie day"

hurm

or should i stick to what i know n da well verse 1001 things about technology?

or should i follow my inner child 

in basic photography?

water painting also sound promising

im quite ok wif brushes

but as usual

i prefer monotone art

life is weird

especially when u r young

embrace it

sucka!

im depressed

i juz miss those simpler times

n that cute cookies monster tee wearing guy :P

thank you

*hugs*

gr8 surprise

now i know how they felt

 through all this year or humiliating other people

hahhha i was very close to hid under the table hahhaahhahaha

 again...

thank you

didie

fafa

syima

riena

kilod

nutty nut pont

heheh

so0 i juz stay there

wondering

then i figured out

it was nuthing much to say

or done

my life is mine,,,

others? who cares

sumhow tired of being the forgotten 

life's like this

n this is how it is